Talks and rumors
Sunday 22 July 2012 • 16:10 • 0 comments
Maybe I’ve got HJ already but sometimes he
reminds me of Norman too. They’re both good in studies. And sometimes don’t
know to differentiate both of them. I’m hearing to Hoobastank song right now.
He’s the reason for me now. He’s my catalyst. He’s the one. Hariz Jamaludin
? I
want him. No matter how many people say that he’s kind of gentle but I don’t
care. He’s him. No one else. I accept him just the way he is. Not the gentle
him that everyone talks about. I don’t want any of them to make fun of him.
Even though he’s like that he is the top student that I admired. No one can
talk bad about him. Even people say that I’m wrong for falling for him but they
can just say what they want. I LOVE HIM. So what? They don’t have the right to
say no to my heart. It’s my life and I want him in my life then. None of other
people’s life.
See, that’s him. No one else. He can just be
himself. No need to change. Muka dia jambu ke, dia lembut ke, dia tetap DIA.
Bukan korang untuk tentukan hidup aku dan dia. Dia yang buat aku berusaha. Aku
akan study. Aku tahu aku tak sepandai dia n shasha tapi at least aku ada usaha
walaupun sikit. US2 dah dekat. Aku akan try untuk tak fail in BIO, Add Math,
Chemistry and Physics. Aku akan try beat Nadhirah. Aku nak pandai jugak,
walaupun ada orang lain yang lagi pandai. Aku akan try. I don’t care. I want to
show to them.
Norman, awak pandai tapi sayangnya awak dah tinggalkan saya.
Sekarang ada orang yang macam awak yang gantikan tempat awak dalam hati saya.
Dah dia ialah HJ. Norman, dulu awak sekarang dia. Saya pernah cakap dekat HJ,
‘AKU TAK SUKA ORANG PANDAI’ sebab aku tak nak ada orang lagi pandai dari aku
sebenarnya. Aku jealous, aku takut. But now, aku akan berusaha. Percaya cakap
aku. Aku akan try harder. Good night Norman. Good night HJ.
Note
to HJ :
Dear
CRUSH,
I
give you my heart so please don’t break it. I can’t bare to lose you. You are
my catalyst. Maybe that doesn’t mean anything to you but it meant the whole
world to me. I won’t give up on us. I’ll try to look up for the chance to be in
your heart eventhough I know it’s hard. We’re just friends and friends we’ll
be. I won’t give up – Jason Mraz. That song best describe me now. Now that I
think you’ve known my feelings towards you, please don’t let me down.
HJ, YOU ARE MY CATALYST :)
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