Assalamualaikum.

I'm unlike others. They wear hijabs. I do wear them but not that often. I'm sorry. My prayers are not that full. I disobey my parents. I've done a lot. I'm sorry again. I can change. I promise you, I will change. Ya Allah, I know I'm sinful. I know I'm bad. I'm so sorry. I cried. I know all my faults. It takes time. Changing. Not easy. Guide me please. Now, I don't need a man actually. But now I realize  he didn't bring happiness. He's not everything. I just need ALLAH. I need Him. No one else. 

I want to change. I've got that will. I want to be among the Shahadah in Jannah. I don't want to be in hell. I don't want to be weak. I fell in love with the wrong person. I've told you. I didn't have the conscious before but now I knew it. I perform my maghrib prayer and suddenly this sad feeling came to me. I regret. I just want to change.

Before this, I'm no good in religion thingie. But since lately, I just have this feeling; 'If you don't change your attitude, you'll suffer in the hereafter.

xoxo : Izaty ♥