Not Again ?
Sunday 3 June 2012 • 22:42 • 0 comments
Aku kan letak gambar dia jadi desktop
background . Semua orang tanya siapa tuh ? Siapa tuh ? Pakwe eh ? Kepala hotak
korang laaaaaaaaaa . Aku nangis weh , aku sendiri tak sedar biler masa air mata
aku nih mengalir . Tibe-tibe aku rasa mata aku basah . Aku tengok gambar dia
jer . Belum tengok gambar dia dengan perempuan lain tuh . Rasa macam nak gugur
jer jantung aku nih . Mungkin aku terlalu mengharap sangat kat dia kot . Aku
kena strong tapi aku tak boleh .
Aku tak nak dia mainkan aku . Apa salah aku
sebenarnya ? Aku tak cukup mithali lagi ker? Aku rasa aku dah bagi commitment
terbaik dekat dia . But still dia tinggalkan aku . Weh , sakit sangat . Wanie
cakap dia game aku jer . Sakit n peritnya rasa kena game tuh . Aku kena buang
semuanya pasal dia . Kena delete message , kena delete gambar , kena unfriend
dia . Sumpah aku tak mampu , aku nangis . aku tak berdaya nak tekan UNFRIEND tuh
.
Korang semua never been in this situation
before . Kalau korang dah rasa , itsokay . Tapi bagi korang yang pernah
experienced it n tak boleh bangkit sampai sekarang , mesti korang faham macam
mana rasanya kena tinggalkan without any reason . That’s why link blog aku tuh
mehateyoufornoreason . I had to hate you for no reason act.
Takkan lah aku nak benci dia atas SATU jer
perkara padahal selama nih BANYAK kebaikan dia kat aku . Dia yang ajar aku Add
Math walaupun sebenarnya aku tak faham pape langsung . Aku appreciate sebab dia
perah otak fikirkan untuk aku . Tuh yang buat aku sayang dia tuh . N dia yang
bahagiakan hidup aku masa aku duduk rumah . Last night aku duduk kat kampong
tuh , dia call aku . Kitorang borak sampai 3 pagi . Heaven ~ Aku bahagia !
Takkan lah aku nak hate dia sebab dia tinggalkan aku tanpa reason kot ? Maybe
dia ada reason , tapi dia tak boleh bagitahu orang lain . Mana lah kita tahu
kan .
We can’t judge a people by their appearance
but judge them by their heart . I knew he had a pure and holy heart . I knew it
all the time . Norman , I know you love English , I knew . You once said it to
me . You love to use the British accent . It makes you look cool . I just
laugh. I miss that moment dear ! I wish I can turn back time :(( I really hope
there’s a time machine that can bring me back to the day I got the results for
my SBP . I never wanted to go there . I want to stay here , mend our
relationship together . I don’t want any long-distance relationship . He got 6A
2B . Not bad rite . He's act a genius . A GENIUS ~ My NORMAN is a GENIUS :))
Daddy , I want to sleep :’O Sing for me please
. I want the Bruno Mars song . Today my life begin :)) Hopefully , tomorrow my
new life without you will begin somehow :))
Daddy , I love you , I miss you , n I never wanna lose you , please :’( Norman
, I NEED YOU !
NORMAN IS MY
LOVE!
I need him right now to wipe my tears , to
comfort me , to send me to bed , to pull my blanket , to kiss my forehead , to
say goodnight , to cuddle me tight , to be with me through the night :))
xoxo : Izaty ♥ Labels: Emo :((, for my darling, I miss you :'(, Kejam ?, saya sayang awak :D, sorry :(, still loving you
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