Muslimah Writer :)

A secret message for you. I LOVE YOU. Nanti kalau aku dah takde, datang rumah aku, ada kotak dalam almari. Semua tuh love letters yang tak pernah kesampaian untuk kau. Read and Weep :)

Krypton's Candle Night Dinner.

Friday, 3 May 2013 • 15:21 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dengan ini nak cakap, saya Nur Izzati Abdul Rahim merindui awak. Hoho. Gedik gila.

Saya nampak kebahagiaan di muka awak. Saya tahu awak bahagia. So, saya doakan awak bahagia selamanya.

Little cute me and dearest Zaid, I called him Burbur. Comel kan. Hehe. Aku tahu aku selebet. Hmm :')

Haziq Salam, sangat-sangat annoying. Suka bajet handsome. Dayus, suka pukul aku. Tapi aku sayang dia. Semalam duduk sebelah dia, cerita pasal everything. Dia demam. Kesian. Gedik. Suka junior. Hoho.

Little Fararara. Hoho. Comel je tetot aku nih.

Hajar and Burbur ;)

Ada orang tuh nangis just sebab Hajar take a picture with this handsome Genji. Hmm. Nuisance.

No need to talk much. Hani kata aku cengeng. Biarlah dia je yang tahu kenapa dengan aku. Aku seriously memang sangat cengeng. Hmm. Sedihsedih. I owe you an apology. I'm sorry for falling in love.

Assalamualaikum.

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Hey you.

Tuesday, 30 April 2013 • 17:43 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Hmm. This guy. maybe ramai yang dah tahu. Hmm. The Triple A. The April 8th. Tak perlu ditanya siapa dia. Siapa yang kenal sudahlah. Aku tak nak bahas panjang-panjang. Just nak cakap, tersuka dekat schoolmate sendiri memang akan ada di zaman persekolahan nih. So, aku boleh tersuka pada dia. Tapi aku taknak curang. So, apa boleh buat? Aku sayang Izz aku. Sangat-sangat. Hmm. Tapi aku rasa macam dia tak sayang aku je. Maybe perasaan aku je kot. This is the guy told you about. The Triple A. The April 8th.

The left one.

Assalamualaikum.

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Hari Remaja Jepun.

Saturday, 27 April 2013 • 14:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Terkadang kita lupa apa itu erti kesedihan apabila terlalu banyak kegembiraan muncu dalam hidup. Kadang-kadang kita lupa pada payungan Allah apabila kita terlalu berfoya-foya dengan rasukan syaitan. O Allah, I'm sorry. Rasa macam nak nangis. Tapi aku tahan. Sometimes, I do cry for no reason. Aku rasa macam hati aku sakit sangat. Then, ditahan-tahan lagi. You, I look at you. You ignore me. Itsokay. Aku tahan lagi. Orang cemuh aku. Aku tahan jugak. Sampai bila-bila aku akan tetap tahan. Yupp, aku kuat. Berlagak kuat. Berlagak cool. Berlagak macam there's nothing going on. O Allah, kesabaran aku ada batas. InsyaAllah, aku akan tahan. Hmm. Aku sedih. Tuh jer nak cakap. Mukadimah je yang panjang-panjang tuh. Saje. Bosan :)

Hari Remaja Jepun. Hambar. Bosan juge. Heleh ~

Pictures.

Bahagia itu susah nak datang. Appreciate lah weh. Aku sayang diri aku sendiri. Hehe. And sayang korang juge. Denaaaaaaaaaa, I miss you. Kau comel dalam wallet Danny.

Assalamualaikum.

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Cry.

Saturday, 20 April 2013 • 13:56 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Post nih pendek je. Hanya sekadar meminjam laptop Sabrina dan battery hampir habis. Hmm. Ceritanya begini. Saya ponteng makan tengahari hari ini. Sebab saya inginkan kesenangan selepas hati saya rasa gundah gulana. Mungkin ada yang pelik kenapa saya begitu baku pada hari ini. Saja. Ingin tukar mood.

HAK. Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan. Saya hampir menangis. Pertama kerana, lagu choir tingkatan dua sangat sedih. Bertemakan persahabatan. Lagu Mandarin yang sangat menggoda. Saya sendiri tak tahu kenapa saya rasa nak menangis walaupun saya tidak berapa memahami bait-bait seni kata lagu itu.

Sebab kedua, di dalam DIK itu sangat panas. Kipas yang ada tidak dapat berfungsi dengan berapa elok. Sangat-sangat menyedihkan. Saya bertugas beberapa shif dengan kawan-kawan saya iaitu Hajar Fariesa, Syafiqah Nazni dan Farahana Md Din. Mereka sangat comel. Dan saya mengiringi pengetua dan VVIP memberi hadiah. Saya rasa saya cukup comel di atas situ tadi. Hehe. Tangan saya lenguh tapi saya gagahkan juga. Alhamdulillah, segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.

Ketiga, sebab caklempong. Beat lari, tempo lari, not synchronize. Saya kecewa, saya nak main sangat-sangat. Dalam hati saya berkata, mereka tidak boleh lawan kumpulan Caklempongers 2012. Terhebat wok. Saya menangis kerana benda yang saya banggakan kini dah jatuh ke tangan orang lain dan menjadi semakin teruk. Hmm. Cikgu hanya kata, kurang latihan. Saya orang seni, saya tahu apa yang salah. Jadi jangan salahkan saya jika saya rasa caklempong akan hilang satu hari nanti.

Dia naik pentas. Tahniah. Saya berbangga dengan anda :D

Sekian, Assalamualaikum.

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Troubles.

Saturday, 13 April 2013 • 23:00 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Sekolah dua minggu. A lot of troubles. Sangat macam-macam. Keceriaan dorm lah, MTQ nak datang lah. Eh, stop menyusahkan hidup orang boleh tak. Masing-masing lack of sleep. Penat. Bulan April nih terlalu banyak perkara menyusahkan. Hmm. Kecuali that one day, April 8^th. Aku tak bagi hadiah. Langsung tak bagi hadiah. Tahu kenapa? Sebab tak sempat nak beli. Aku just bagi sticky note tulis Happy April 8^th. Hohoho. Sekarang kan, aku suka gelak macam nih hah. HOHOHO. Macam Santa.

Semalam stay up sampai pukul 2:30 pagi tengok Rise of The Guardians dengan Meet the Robinsons. Haha. Sanggup. Dekat sekolah tak boleh tengok. Sebab dekat sekolah semua orang study. So, aku pun kenalah study jugak. Nak pandai jugak weh. Ada class tuisyen lagi, nanti dia nak expand study time kitorang sampai pukul 4 setiap isnin dan selasa. Rabu dan khamis ada aktiviti koko. Eshh, nasib baik jumaat, sabtu, ahad. Sekarang nih tengah tengok Bloody Monday. Hoho. Cerita pasal virus hape entah. Tapi best lah jugak. Tak pernah-pernah aku layan cerita Jepun. Yosha. Kalau nak tengok, minta aku. Nanti aku bagi. Heleh. Macam boleh bagi je. Sekarang movie dah banyak. Ehh, jealous dengan Suraya. Dia dah tengok Olympus has Fallen. Nak tengok jugak weh. Ira pulak dah tengok The Croodes. Awhh, sangat jealous. Aku nak keluar tengok wayang pun Susah. Ish. Takpe. Nanti ada orang downloadkan. Hehe.

Sebenarnya, sekarang nih aku tengah obsessed dengan seorang lelaki handsome nih. Yang pastinya, bukan lelaki melayu lah. Aku suka tengok dia nyanyi. Dia banyak cover lagu. Tak kisah lah korang kata dia tak handsome ke. Dah aku suka nak buat macam mana. Hesh, aku type nih dah laju macam hacker tuh jer. Hehe. Tak sangke aku nih pantas. Hoho. Perasan gila kau nih. Eh eh, nama lelaki tuh Max Schneider. Hehe. Handsome sangat-sangat. Dia tuh dah lah handsome, pandai nyanyi. Tapi satu je. Aku sayang Cody Simpson aku and aku nak kahwin dengan Bruno Mars. Heleh. Comel kan aku. Lol.

Nih boyfriend aku. The next tuh, scandal aku. The last one, my future husband. Oh yeay yeaah. Haha.

Keluar beli barang asrama. Banyak gila aku borong. Seluar beli sampai 5 pasang. Ek. Pasang ke? Hoho. Makanan beli macam lah dalam locker tuh takde makanan lagi. Siap beli storage box lagi. Satu untuk makanan. Satu lagi untuk baju. Macam nak pindah terus pun ada. Sekarang kena lipat baju, kena gosok baju. Kebanyakannya mak lah buat. Aku duduk tengok. Tolong sikit-sikit tuh ada lah. Mak, kalau boleh akak tak nak balik asrama dah. Masuk form5 nih aku selalu rindu mak. Homesick je lebih. Nak balik je memanjang. Kadang-kadang menangis lah jugak. Hmm. Kalau akak tak balik asrama boleh tak mak?

Esok dah balik asrama. Rasa macam kejap sangat duduk rumah nih. Ommo. Nak nangis je. Hari tuh, Nasran ada tanya kenapa aku tak update blog. Nak update lah nih. Aku tanya lah, kau baca ke blog aku? Eh, of course lah. Hehe. Bangga seketika. So, sekarang nih aku nak kena rajinkan diri mengupdate blog aku yang tak berapa menarik nih. Lalala ~ Tadi beli buku past year papers. Semua subject except for Sejarah. Tak jumpa buku tuh. And aku dah beli hadiah dah untuk mamat April 8^th tuh. Hehe. Bahagia sekejap. Esok nak kena beli headphone pulak. Wajib tuh, kalau tak nanti ada orang mengamuk. Hohoh, takut gila. Ingat Izzati. Wajib beli. Tak kira lah. Duit aku dah habis. Tadi beli novel apa entah. Tajuk dia Sisa Cinta Kita kot. Not that sure. Whatever.

This is the stupid me. And I love myself. Exam hari tuh English aku 84% The highest in my class. Bangga juga selama seminit. Hoho. Jangan poyo sangat lah. Tak ke mana pun kan. Heleh. #nw Bloody Monday. Tak habis-habis lagi dari semalam. Hishh. Sampai mengantuk aku dibuatnya. Baju tak habis lipat lagi. Esok pagi kena keluar jumpa doctor, laaaaa. Kejap siapkan semua benda malam nih. Mak bagi aku beg baru. Reebok. Warna orange. Ish, tak berapa suka warna tuh, tapi beg tuh macam lawa je. Hitam je sebenarnya. Simple but nice. Takpe, pakai je. Dah mak bagi tuh bersyukur lah. Hmm.

Assalamualaikum.

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Babble.

Monday, 25 March 2013 • 21:41 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

The crush. Tak nak cerita pape pasal dia. Malas. Nak tukar bio twitter, nak tukar nama, nak tukar background. Semua tuh sudah. Lepas nih nak kena buka adik punya ‘katak’ pulak. Esok nak pergi shopping. Lalala. Bukan shopping lah. Agak macam beli barang asrama. Nak kena note book Paris, stabilo pens, and kertas apa entah. Then nak kena print nama aku banyak-banyak. Nak kena beli sticky note untuk Quran aku. Macam-macam weh nak beli walaupun benda tuh macam tak penting. Penting bagi aku. Aku dah siapkan list apa nak beli dah kat atas meja aku. Tengah cari nih. Where the hell did I put that list? Haha. And on number two on my list tertulis varsity. And aku rasa aku tak nak beli lah. Lebih baik kalau tak payah beli pape untuk dia. Takde lah aku terus mengharap dekat dia lagi. Dia takkan hargai aku pun. Dia suka kawan aku.

And atas dasar friendship, aku tak kisah pun pasal tuh. Aku tak amek peduli pasal tuh langsung. Aku teruskan persahabatan ini. Aku sayang kawan-kawan aku. Tak kisah hilang crush asalkan tak hilang kawan. Nazihani Nazir, kau still hutang aku satu cerita walaupun kau tak tahu cerita apa kau patut bagitahu aku. Takpe, asalkan kau cerita sebelum terlambat. Aku tak kisah pun. Entah-entah sampai kita keluar sekolah pun kau tak cerita. Aku akan sentiasa ingat benda tuh weh. Haha. Mangkuk ayun. Nanti nak BBM dengan HajarFariesa. Tapi malas lah pulak nak pegang phone. Hajar, nanti aku bagi list lagu. Kau download je tau. Kalau tak muat, delete je lagu-lagu tak best tuh. Lagu apa yang aku dah ada dekat MP3 aku yang ada dekat aku nih. Hajar, aku nak cakap nih. Weh, Andrew Garfield handsome giler oh. Nampak macam Zayn Malik tapi comel lagi. Awhh, melting. Hani, aku tengah tengok Heartstring nih. Takkan skip lagi. Tak janji tau. Sebab aku busy keluar jalan-jalan. Haha. Pergi rumah nenek sedara aku dekat Jalan Conlay sana.

Suara Yong Hwa sedap weh. SEDAP gila. Awhh, melting melting ~ Cair aku. And ada sedara Abah datang rumah. Ek, ada budak kecil dalam umur 5 tahun. Mula-mula, Syerah yang layan. Dah tuh, Syerah ada kelas tambahkan pulak. Terpaksa aku jaga budak tuh. Aku bosan doh. Mengantuk layan dia. Nampak sangat aku tak boleh jadi guru tadika. Ek. Ada cita-cita ke Izzati? Tak nak aku. Lebih baik aku buka nursery. Aku suka baby je. Tapi tak reti jaga baby. Hehe. Macam mana ini? Sikit-sikit dia panggil aku. Argh, aku dah suruh dia melukis dah. Tak payah lah panggil aku. Erghhh. Haha. Takpe, sabar Izzati. Aku suka budak-budak. Aku tak kisah kalau nak suruh aku babysit pun. Asalkan tak menyusahkan hidup aku.

Tengok Hari Jubah Mat Luthfi rasa macam nak jugak berjaya macam dia. Awhh, jealous. Nak jadi macam dia. InsyaAllah satu hari nanti. Nur Izzati Abdul Rahim :)

Assalamualaikum.

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My Future :)

Saturday, 23 March 2013 • 22:17 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Listening to Judika’s Setengah Hati Merindu. Aku tahu takde siapa yang baca blog aku nih. So, nih cerita aku. Bukan untuk tontonan umum. Hanya untuk aku meluahkan perasaan aku. Lagu slow macam nih affect hati aku sangat-sangat. Dan aku tak nak. Aku tak nak terbuai. I AM not okay with all this. Aku tak berapa bagus. I think that I don’t deserve to have all this. Tapi syukur Alhamdulillah, I really have to live to go through with all this.

Result SPM 2012. The moment I went there. Sedih weh. No straight A+. Hanya 20 straight A. Ramai yang aku expect to go up there tak naik. Siapa yang kau harap Izzati weh? Aku harap sangat orang-orang yang aku sayang naik atas tuh. Macam Kak Umi, Kak Yaya, Kak Qiba, and akak-akak yang made my 2012. Serious, ini bukan bodekan. Aku memang sayang dorang. Haha. And Kak Ira, mana kau doh? Aku call kau. Kau cakap otw. Menyirap kot. Tak sampai-sampai ke sudah. Well, next year aku akan naik atas tuh. I cried on that very day. Result SPM 2013 akan ada nama aku sebagai salah satu calon straight A. Aku akan naik pentas tuh and kalahkan Syasya Alina, Shifaa’ Salleh, Suraya Ashikin, Daniel Helmee, Aizuddin Hambali, ‘Izzat Nafis Fawwaz, Muadz Zaki and dia. Aku menangis hari tuh sebab aku takut. Aku takut aku tak dapat kalahkan dia. Risau sangat. Aku nak naik sangat weh. Aku nak tunjuk dekat Aiman Hisyam aku pun boleh berjaya. Weh, thanks for looking down on me. Memang aku main-main. Memang aku tak sesopan Shifaa’ Salleh. Maybe I’m not the best. Persepsi orang dah tak boleh diubah kalau sekali dipandang serong. Tapi just wait. Aku tak membantah kalau korang cakap. Aku tahu aku ada strength untuk jadikan hati aku nih macam batu. Aku akan terus bagi fake smile aku. Aku akan terus berpura-pura aku bahagia. Aku tahan air mata aku dah 5 minggu. Aku tak tunjuk. One day, InsyaAllah.

I’m too childish to look in front for my future. Tapi sedarlah Nur Izzati, kau tuh dah 17 tahun. Tahun nih SPM. Tahun depan PLKN. Tahun depannya lagi dah masuk U. Kau kena betul-betul fikir masa depan. Semalam Abah dah tanya, kau nak masuk U mana. Bengong gila kau cakap kau tak tahu. Kalau boleh aku nak pergi Australia. Macam Iman and Huda. Tapi course apa weh. I’m really interested in being an engineer. Tapi Abah macam nak aku jadi doctor. So, I’m confused right now. Kalau dekat Malaysia, aku boleh je masuk UPM or UITM. Amik Diploma In Music. Then, boleh ajar kanak-kanak main piano. Erm, I just want people to start sedar music itu indah. Indah sangat weh. I feel tenang kalau dengar lagu-lagu nih. Eventhough dalam piano, we always play the classical songs tapi boleh je kita cipta lagu sendiri. Macam aku nih, tak layak lagi nak cipta lagu. Grade 6 tak memadai. Lagi 2 grade je weh. Tapi terpaksa stop sebab aku masuk asrama. I’m not blaming the asrama thingie. Tapi kalau lah, kalau aku tak masuk asrama, tahun nih dah habis dah. Then sambil tunggu result tahun depan boleh je ajar those little kids. Aku dah nak habis dah. Aku tak tahu kenapa tapi tahun nih aku kemaruk nak naik pentas. Kalau boleh everything yang aku lalui, aku nak naik pentas. Untuk NILAM, untuk SPM, untuk CONCERT. Untuk segalanya. And I can commercialise the caklempong. Traditional music can go far. Impian aku.

My future. I’m afraid to think about it. Tapi aku tak boleh nak sempitkan laluan aku nih. Jalan aku jauh lagi. Selama Allah izinkan aku hidup di atas muka bumi ini. Aku tak patut putus asa. Allah ada. Apa yang Allah bagi, mungkin itu yang terbaik untuk aku. Dia nak aku berusaha. Masa Inspirasi Diri harituh, aku percaya akan kemampuan diri aku sendiri. Yes, I can do it. Allah dah pilih jalan untuk aku. Yang terbaik pastinya. InsyaAllah.

Aku memang boleh dapat straight A+ SPM 2013.

Aku memang boleh buat parents aku bangga dengan aku.

Aku memang boleh naik pentas tahun depan.

Aku memang boleh berjaya dunia akhirat.

Aku memang boleh jadi engineer.

Aku memang boleh tutup aurat dengan sempurna.

Aku memang boleh dapat gaji besar.

Aku memang anak solehah.

Aku memang boleh kurus.

Aku memang boleh bahagia.

Aku memang boleh kalahkan Triple A.

Aku memang mampu buat semua nih.

I’m gonna make a difference. Just believe in me. Pinky promise. And let me show you that I AM THE BEST!

Assalamualaikum.

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Si Pendek.

Saturday, 2 March 2013 • 22:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Harituh aku jatuh basikal. Saje je nak cerita. Aku yang form 5 nih jatuh basikal. Dekat depan DIK. Malu kot. Naik basikal dengan Hajar Fariesa for two days me'ronggeng'. Memang best. Dia berat, aku bawak senget-senget. Masa aku bawak Hani, aku langgar tiang dua kali. Bawak Hajar sampai langgar bushes sebesar alam dekat depan kelas 5H. Aku jatuh basikal sebab aku pendek. Haha. Aku pendek weh. Malunya.

Si pendek nih ada konflik sekarang. Ada seorang nih, no mentioning her name. Aku tanu dia takkan buka blog aku pun tapi apa aku kisah kan. Aku tahu tak baik mengata tapi nih apa yang aku rasa. Dia mengadu dekat kawan aku. Sikit-sikit Dottie. Nak makan panggil Dottie, nak pergi surau panggil Dottie. Semuanya Dottie. Haha. Awak jealous kah? Itu bukan satu masalah. Itu hak mereka yang inginkan saya. Masa saya mencari kawan. Duhh -,- saya tak kisah pun. Saya ada satu masalah dengan dia nih. Adik angkat semua orang dia nak ambil. Adik aku Aiman tuh pun dia nak ambil. Amek lah amek. Aku halalkan. Godai dengan itu panggilan akak adik. Haha. Aku tak kisah dah. Fokus Izzati.

Sekarang nih tengah cari doodle comel untuk buat header sendiri. Aku cari doodle couple sebenarnya. Tapi tak banyak pilihan. Nanti lah aku cari lagi. Sebab masa tak banyak. Kena study Biology lagi. Erghh. Si pendek nih kan, suka perkataan baru nih. Hakuna Matata. It means: no worries.

That's all for tonight. Assalamualaikum.

I'll be waiting for that someone special :)

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Happiness.

Sunday, 17 February 2013 • 00:16 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah I safely arrived home from Melaka. A very tiring journey but it's not me who drive. It's my dad. Pity him. We had a few stops for him to rest and have a drink maybe. I just sit at the back, rilexing and sleep. Very good. Haha.

Well peace yaw. I just don't know what to write. But I'll make it as fast as possible writing in English. I'm not that good in English y'know. In class, I think Emir and Hariz speaks the best. Not forgetting Daniel. They're the best. I like hearing to Arepuden's speaking. He's weird. But, it teaches me that I should be grateful I can speak. I'm in a progress of learning French. Woahh, French. It has been my hope too go there. PARIS. My dream land.

I can't decide where to go after school. Matriks maybe or straight to UPM. Ada apa dekat UPM sana kak? Manalah aku tahu. Aku nak jadi sejarawan ke, engineer ke, musician ke? Confuse dengan masa depan aku. Aku tak tahu weh. Hah, kalau stress tak boleh speaking. Penat otak nak karang ayat panjang-panjang buat essay. Masa exam English, senang je. Aman. No stress.

The title was supposed to be happiness. Therefore, I'm seeking for happiness here. I hope I can find it. Only when my parents will be proud of me one day. That's the meaning of happiness. Well, good luck Izzati. I'm looking forward to that.

Assalamualaikum.

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Ehem Ehem.

Friday, 15 February 2013 • 20:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

This post. Aku tak tahu apa nak tulis. Tapi menggatal nak update blog jugak. Tengok tanah kubur. Seram doh. Buat aku teringat balik apa yang pernah aku buat. Erghhh. Na'uzubillah.

Cantik tak orang dekat bawah nih? Cantik kan? Haha. Dennaaaaaaaaaaa.

Lol. The happiest-go-lucky girl. Jyeaaaaah. Love her damn much.

Line slow. Mana taknya. Berapa banyak tab dah aku bukak. First tab, twitter. Second tab, facebook. Third tab, blogger. Fourth tab, ask.fm. Fifth tab, YouTube. Banyak kan? Haha. Memang slow lah line dekat rumah nih. Sedih sedih.

I am 99% sure that you don't love me, but it's that 1% that keeps me loving you.

https://twitter.com/ohteenquotes. Follow the best account on earth. Haha. Banyak kata-kata semangat aku dapat dari acc tuh. Tapi tak kisah lah. Apa kena-mengena kan? Haha.

I'm laughing and smiling thru and thru. Getting hurt is easy than forgetting. Macam lagu yang Jang Geun Suk. Waiting Time. Nak suruh Hani download kan tapi dia macam malas jer. Haishh. Sementara ada line nih, aku download dulu lah ek. Esh, tetibe line buat hal. Aduhh, acano nih? Sedih sedih sedih. Haha.

Aku rindu kau weh, kalau lah kau faham. Nanti ada masa, kita jumpa lagi. Walaupun masa tuh semuanya dah banyak berubah. Janji tau. Lepas SPM, kita masuk U. Cari pasangan and kahwin. Jangan lupa jemput aku. Jyeaaaah. Semoga bahagia.

Dengar lagu nih tau. Sedih sangat.

Assalamualaikum.

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Ekk.

• 01:31 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dear blogger, today Imma just gonna write a short story. A very short story. Please don't be annoyed. Be prepared.

This is me dekat Melaka. Cantik kan cantik kan? HAHA. Perasan gila aku nih. Yekk :p

It's really not edited.

Well, tadi dia tegur aku. Cerita pasal dia nih, susah sikit nak cakap in English. Terus tukar bahasa Melayu. Tuh lah aku cakap bila dia bosan jer, baru cari aku. Susah susah. Tapi takpelah. At least dia cari aku. Haha. Sebab aku tweet harituh lah Izzue salah faham. 'Bila bosan, baru cari aku' Salah faham and terus gaduh. Tapi lantak Izzue lah kan. Aku cerita pasal Triple A nih. Dia tegur weh. Aku macam erghhhhh, kenapa dia nih? Whatever ~

Nur Izzati Abdul Rahim nama diberi, aku rasa aku comel sekali.

Pantun dua kerat aku. Hehe. Well, aku suka kawan dengan dia. @woot_woott. Minah nih comel gila kot. Kalau dia tak menyibuk tak sah. Haha. Jkjk. I really wanted to see dia nih jadi pokok. Mesti comel kan. I wish I can see her in person. Nak tengok jugak perangai dia yang gila-gila nih. Macam mana lah dia nih kan? Cuba kau describe sikit diri kau tuh.

Dia IM aku lagi. Well, aku tak tahu lah aku patut happy atau sedih. Suggestions? Dia tak boleh tidur. So, aku nak pergi sambung IM dengan dia nih. Tapi mesti lah dia text gf dia kan. Sebab awek dia tidur baru cari aku. Hailaaa, apalah nasib kau nih Izaty. Sedih sedih. Jangan sedih. Bersyukur lah dia cari kau. Alhamdulillah. Yeayyyy. Nak tidur lena malam nih. Wish me luck :)

Wassalam.

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Clearly.

Tuesday, 12 February 2013 • 22:03 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Weh, satu keajaiban. Dia tegur aku. And that’s all. Haha. Apa boleh buat? Tetibe je kot. Mula-mula aku update lah status. Jyeaaaaaaaah! Perkara biasa. Then aku nak chat dengan Amni, suruh dia minta Ira seluar KRS aku. Bapak ah, dia tetibe like status aku. Okay fine, aku macam excited lah jugak but dia like je kan. Benda biasa. And aku cakap lah dekat Syerah, weh, crush aku like status aku. Adik aku dengan bebalnya tanya, ‘Crush tuh pebende?’ Aduhh, spoil doh. Pap, kau naik. IM dari dia. Triple A. Ahhhhhh, tak payah nak excited sangat ah weh. Sejuk menggigil nervous semua ada. Dia cakap perkara biasa je kan. Bukannya benda pelik-pelik pun. The End. Tuh jer lah yang berlaku. Dah Izaty. Tak payah nak excited sangat lah kan. Haha. Gila. Aku call Hani, dia cakap jangan gembira sangat. Entah-entah dia kena hacked ataupun tuh kawan-kawan dia nak kenakan kau ke. Mana lah tahu kan. Buat aku hampir menangis tahu tak. Hani tak membantu langsung. Ishh, susah ah kau nih.

Tadi bazir waktu tengok City Hunter. Gedik oh. Dah tengok banyak kali pun still nak ulang tengok balik. Dah takde cerita best dah dalam laptop aku nih. So terpaksa lah aku ulang tayang. Token of Love yang T. Huda bagi dah siap. Biology lagi sikit. Add Math tadi baru beli graph paper. Sakai kan aku nih. Sabar ah. Nanti confirm siap punya. Hehe. Izaty kan pandai.

Learn from your past mistakes and turn it into wisdom.

Scrolling the twitter and the tumblr for nothing. Erghhh -___- Boredom. Tadi pergi jalan-jalan. Beli purse and bedak carrie junior je. Comel kan aku. And a pair of seluar tidur. Of course colour pink. And aku tak tahu nak story apa dah. Dekat atas tuh jer aku excited. Bila sampai nak cerita lain, blank tetibe. Macam blackout dekat dalam otak. Takpe takpe. Malam nih hujan. Aku nak tidur lena. Jangan kacau.

Wassalamu.

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Actually.

Monday, 11 February 2013 • 22:26 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Semalam text Hani and Pija je. Nak mengharapkan Izzudin Khalid tuh text aku? Hailahh. Dorang berdua tuh rindu aku. Tak cukup setiap alam tidur sebelah aku. Yeayy. Text dengan dorang bukan jimat crdts pun. Mahal jugak 6 sen tuh kan. boleh habis RM10 sehari. Tapi takpe. Tak kisah. Berfaedah jugak. Takde lah handphone aku sunyi je

Currently watching JODOH. Lawak doh apek tuh berlakon. Haha. Manyak cantik oh. Tapi tak best mana pun sebenarnya cerita nih. Well, aku banyak tengok cerita korea. Doremifasolatido. Best gila. Aku leleh kot tengok cerita tuh. Sedih masa perpisahan tuh. Janji terpaksa dilepaskan macam tuh je sebab orang ketiga. Dan orang ketiga tuh adalah kawan baik sendiri. Sedih bhai.

Bodoh giler. Hani and Pija tak nak angkat phone. Aku nak cerita betapa excitednya aku. Triple A aku tegur aku dekat FB. Ada hikmahnya aku kena tweetlimit. Baru teringat nak bukak fb. Jyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Nak menangis aku weh. Tak tahu kenapa. Ahhh, sedih. Tak tahu nak cakap apa. Lantak ah. Aku seriously tak tahu nak buat apa sekarang nih. Menggigil doh. Sejuk. Sebab tuh lah Napishh gelakkan aku hari tuh. Lewlz.

Dah, nak mimpi indah malam nih.

Assalamualaikum.

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Story.

Sunday, 10 February 2013 • 22:00 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dah lama tak menulis sesuatu yang berguna dan kali nih saya nak share satu cerita nih. Sorry dalam English.

Jane, with a red hair and dark green eyes, a college student. She is pretty, skinny and adorable. She is smart, and talented. Her passion toward music since a lil’ girl made her to choose music as a course in her college. She likes jazz, classics.

Meanwhile, in the same college, a guy named Eric with a blonde hair with hazelnut eyes is one of the famous students there. He took music too, but in different genre; pop. he’s good in singing and playing the guitar and piano. girls are crazy about him, since he is in the A list of every girls’ dreams. Both Jane and Eric didn’t know each other, until one day where they bumped into each other.

Jane’s piles of music sheets were all on the floor. Eric apologizes as Jane collects her sheets. As they met their eyes together, both of them were speechless and were in awe. For Jane, it was like a prince charming hit her so hard yet she didn’t feel the pain. And as for Eric, he felt like in cloud 9 with this beautiful angel. They didn’t move their eyes, but keep staring at each other for a very long time.

And Jane’s friend called her “Jamie, where were you! I was s.” her words stop as soon as she saw Jane was with Eric. She grabbed Jane’s hand and took her to the corner of the wall and said, “Do you even know who he is!?” Jane answered, “Hm he’s a person I bumped to?” Jane’s friend continued, “He’s a billionaire, Son! Eric Shaw. Do you even know whose Eric Shaw is!?” Jane was speechless... ’ I didn’t know that I bumped into ‘someone’. She went back to Eric and said, “I’m sorry, but I have to go.” and walked away, fast with her friend, Amy.

Eric said to him, ‘she’s pretty, very pretty.’ and walked to his class but in his mind, thinking of Jane. He never felt this way before toward any girls. He can’t deny his feelings toward Jane. When he thinks of Jane, all of his problems seem to fly away. Fly far. One day, Eric was with his friends at the school library. But then, he saw Jane. Searching for books. He went to Jane, slowly and said “hey, hm you’re the girl I bumped into before right?” Jane answered, “Err, yes. Why?” Eric continued, “This may seem awkward but can I know your name?” ended his words with a smile on his face. Jane fell for his handsome smile and answered, “Err. My name is Jane. Yours?” Eric said, “Jane, i like your name, and i also like you.” to himself but still, Jane heard that and said, “What?” Eric, “nothing, my name is Eric. Nice to know you Jane. Hm i guess i should be going now. See you later pretty.” and walked away. Jane’s cheek started to turn red.

Before school session was over, Jane and her friend sat at the school park. They talked and laughed. Eric was there too, looking at Jane. Jane talked to her friend, “hm i met Eric at the library.” Amy, “what, how?” Jane answered, “well... Actually he came to me, to ask my name.” Amy was shocked and said, “Omg girl, you’re so lucky! Eric never ever went to any girl, to talk before!” Jane said, “He was just asking my name. Nothing big, Amy.” Amy smiled and said, “Well, you guys look cute together.” Jane laughed and said, “Stop it!” Eric heard...Everything and smiled. And said to him, “I’m going to ask her out, yeah first step” and walked away with his friends. Jane didn’t notice that Eric was there before.

School session was over, and Jane walked home with her friend. They talked on their way home and they saw Eric was entering his car. Jane said to herself, “I wish i could ride with him...” Eric started driving to leave the school but he didn’t notice Jane. Jane said, “Hm never going to happen, i guess” with a low tone. After a few minutes, she arrived home. Safely.

She decided to go to the park in the evening, to get some fresh air. At 3pm, she walked to the park. Alone. After a few minutes, she arrived. She saw Eric’s car near the park then she looked for Eric, but no sign of him. She sat on the grass and started to read a book. Eric saw Jane and said, “Yes, this is my chance.” and walked toward her. Jane didn’t notice that and she was shocked when Eric said, “Hey pretty.” Jane looked at Eric. “Oh it’s you!” Eric answered, “Hm yeah. I saw you here, so i came.” Jane smiled and continues to read her book. Eric continued, “So... I have something to ask.” Jane said, “What is it?” Eric answered, “Well, can you promise me that you’ll say yes to what I’m going to say?” and Jane, “err, i promise?” Eric continued, “Good, will you go out with me?” Jane was shocked. “Err...Hmm.”

Eric, “so since you said you promise to say yes, there will be no right? So it means you agree to go out with me.” Jane said to herself “oh Jane, why didn’t you think of that.” Eric continued, “Well, I’ll pick you up at 7 tonight? Here’s my number, text me.” smiled and walked away to his car. In his car, he said “yesss!” to himself and smiled all the way home. Jane was speechless, at the park.

At 7pm, Jane was ready to go out with him. She wore casual clothes but still, it looks pretty. Then she looked at the window, and said “he’s here.” and walked downstairs. “Mum, I’m going out for a while.” and her mother answered, “alright! Take care.” Jane walked out and entered his car. Eric smells a scene of rose. He said, “You look pretty, as always.” Jane answered, “Err, thank you.” Eric started to drive. Jane asked, “Where are we going?” Eric answered, “Well, somewhere fun.” Jane was thinking, where it could be Eric parked his car in front of an arcade. Jane asked, “Arcade?” Eric answered, “yeah, why?” and smiled. Jane looked away, “nothing.”

Jane walked right next to Eric and said to herself, “hm so many people.” Eric looked at Jane, and holds her hand. He said, “i don’t want you to get lost.” he smiled again. Jane didn’t know what to say, she let her hand being hold by Eric. They continued to walk into the arcade. They spent hours there, had fun there. Jane was enjoying their outing so was Eric. Before they went home, Eric bought a big sized teddy bear and said, “For you, a gift from me.” Jane said, “A gift? I didn’t won or do anything.” Eric answered, “You won my heart.”

Jane was speechless. On their way home, they both were on silent. Didn’t spoke a word. When they arrived at Jane’s, she said, “thanks…” Eric answered, “Hm, wait.” Jane looked at Eric. “Yes?” Eric kissed Jane’s forehead, and said, “You can go now.” and smiled. Jane was speechless and shocked again. She walked to enter her house, fast. As soon as she entered, she smiled and her cheek was red. Eric said “Jane, you’re the first girl who won my heart. And I will never let you go, not even once.” and started to drive home. Jane said to herself, “he made me fell for him.” and smiled again.

The next day, Jane opened her house’s door to go to school. But she saw Eric and also his car. Jane asked, “What are you doing here?” Eric answered, “i came to pick you up, for school.” Jane answered, “But i can walk to school.” Eric, “nope, i won’t let you.” he grabbed Jane’s hand and walked her to enter his car. He started to drive to school. As soon as they arrived, many girls were jealous of Jane because they saw Jane was in the car with Eric. They walked to enter the school as soon as Eric parked. Eric holds Jane’s hand. Jane was shocked but she didn’t deny. Many girls saw that, and they said... “Lucky her!”

Everyone was looking at them, including Amy, Jane’s friend. Jane said, “Thanks for the ride,” and smiled. Eric answered, “Sure, I’ll send you home too ok?” and he walked away after he smiled at her. Jane didn’t get to say anything. She saw Amy, her friend. Amy, “Jane! Wow.” Jane answered, “Hey.” Amy, “i guess Eric likes you...” Jane said, “What? No way.” Amy, “don’t deny it girl, everyone saw it.” Jane smiled. In class, a girl asked Jane, “Are you dating Eric?” Jane was about to answer but suddenly, Eric came... And said, “Yes. She’s my girl.” The girl walked away. Eric sat right next to Jane, “hey.” Jane, “hi... Why did you say I’m your girl?” Eric, “compare to all the girls out there. You totally complete me. When i first bumped into you, i fell for you. And that time, i don’t want to let you go. I just want you to be here, by my side. Can you? ” Jane was speechless; she didn’t answer anything but then. Eric, “be mine, Jane?”

Everyone heard what Eric said. They were all looking at Jane, her friend Amy said, “Say yes!” Jane didn’t know what to say, she started to hug him. And said, “I actually fell for you since we first met. I tried to deny my feelings, but i can’t. My heart keeps saying no. Yes, I’ll be yours.” Eric smiled, and said “I’ll protect you.” The school bell rang and it’s time for recess, Amy joined Eric and Jane for lunch. They talked. Many people were looking at them. They were jealous. Jane became famous. But she always hangs with Amy, her best friend.

After a few years past, school was over. So was college. They were still together, staying strong. Even though they fought sometimes but they always made it right again. Eric called Jane and asked her to meet him at a cafe. Jane said “yes I’ll see you there.” Jane arrived at the cafe. She saw Eric, and she sat in front of him. Eric smiled and said, “hey my girl.” Jane smiled. They ordered coffee. Eric said, “Well, i have to say something.” Jane asked, “What is it?” Eric said, “You have to promise me you’ll say yes, to what I’m going to say.” Jane laughed, “You said that before. Alright, i promise.” Eric smiled and said, “Jane Evans, i want to spend my life with you will you be my wife, mine, as forever?” Jane was shocked, and said, “The answer will always be yes.” Eric hugged and gave her a ring.

After a few months, they got married. They enjoyed their married life. Have fun as husband and wife. Happily, together. After 5 years past, they have a daughter named Alison. She is 4 years old. Jane and Eric lived a happy, life with her daughter. Eric said “since I first met you, I fell for you. I love you once, I love you now, I love you still and forever will.” and he kissed Jane’s cheek.

-The end-

Sweet giler kan cerita nih. Lalala~ Not my own idea tapi at least cerita nih ada happy ending kan.

Dalam almari aku ada satu kotak. Kalau aku dah takde nanti, aku nak korang read and weep jugak macam cerita Step by Wicked Steps tuh. Tak kira. You’ll understand why I wrote those things. Baca je. Datang rumah, tanya mak aku pasal kotak dalam almari, confirm akan ada segalanya di situ. Daaaa :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Doing nothing.

Saturday, 9 February 2013 • 22:24 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Warning. This entry akan ada banyak blockquotes. Percayalah ~

Mention dengan Dena. Dia tanya boleh pakai sandal ke for prep? Giler kau tak boleh. Sekolah dia kena pakai PVC. Soooooo sad. Alhamdulillah Intesaber boleh. Gembira sungguh aku. Aku baru beli sandal tadi. Nak upload gambar memang pemalas Izaty nih. So, tak payah tengok kasut aku. Tak lawa mana pun.

Ziha kata, 'Jangan ada kawan baik lelaki nanti mesti salah seorang akan ada perasaan lebih dari sekadar kawan baik.'

Napishh pulak tak bagi aku stalk dia.

Dekat sekolah, memang semuanya ada. Bitches, sluts, best friends, crushes, friends, enemy. Semua ada. Tapi I adore those who makes me happy. Dalam sekolah, aku happy. Luar, tak tentu lagi. Haha. I have my family by my side. Nothing to be afraid of. Alhamdulillah.

Hani kata, 'Perempuan yang layan banyak lelaki tak layak dijadikan isteri.'

Buat apa sayang orang yang tak sayang kita?

Perasaan gila aku harini nak buat blockquotes. Biar orang faham sikit.

Dia tanya.'26 February birthday sape?'

Jealous ke sayang oi? Birthday Muadz je kot. Hanya sekadar kawan kelas sebelah yang sekarang nih dah tak bercakap langsung. Sedih pulak aku tetibe. He likes talking to sluts. Yeayyy. And I'm not included.

Pendek-pendek ayat aku kali nih. Tak nak korang serabut. Aku dah kasi highlight dah aku aku nak tulis kasi korang understand. Daaaa, aku malas dah. Penat jalan-jalan.

Assalamualaikum.

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Pretty something.

• 00:02 • 2 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Tadi dalam kereta dalam ada draft dah nak tulis apa untuk blog. Tetibe bila buka blogger je terus blank. Daa -.-

Napishh tak bagi aku stalk dia. Dan takde niat langsung nak stalk dia. Takde feel takde mood. Tak minat. Sakit jiwa. Sakit hati. Sakit segalanya. Haha. Perempuan gila. Aku nak upload gambar sikit tapi macam malas nak transfer je. Nak gerakkan tangan capai handphone yang tak sampai 30 cm tuh pun aku malas. Erghh -.- Aku dah tak nak terlalu mengharap. Nanti aku nangis macam perempuan sundal mati laki. Astaghfirullahal'azim.

Harituh aku join MSSD Memanah dekat SAM Sg Hj Dorani. Erm, number 12. Hebat kan aku? Tak sangka. Haha. Tak sampai seminggu practice dah dapat pergi daerah. Lol. The best of Izaty. Boleh join memanah tetibe. A miracle. Tak dapat join basket. Ada peluang lain nampaknya. Alhamdulillah. Tapi tangan teruk lah. Nak masukkan gambar tangan aku yang bengkak and lebam tuh? Aurat laaaaa. Tak reti nak fikir ke?

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Asrama things.

Sunday, 27 January 2013 • 23:12 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Harini pergi barang asrama. Takde lah beli baju baru ke hape ke. Just beli sport shoes and a little bit of stationery. Jalan-jalan start pukul 4 sampai JJ terus naik F1 ke section sports. Attack tempat adidas dulu, tengok-tengok and dah jumpa apa yang berkenan di hati. Warna purple grey. Tanya salesperson tuh ada tak size 6. Bangang ke dia tuh cakap takde. Haishh. Kena cari kasut lain. Then nampak dekat New Balance kasut nih, comel lah jugak. Dark pink. Nak amek. Okay set, amek yang nih.

Simple je kan. Abah kata nak buatpe pakai kasut cantik-cantik dekat padang. Kau bukan reti bersukan pun. Haha. Abah jahat. Weh, aku nak start main basket balik. Teringin sangat. Basket best, yang buat tak best ialah bila erpandang court sebelah mesti nampak dia. Dalam hati, hebat giler dia main. Haha. Forget him Izaty. Dapat kasut baru nih, mesti semangat nak main basket balik. Nak round sekolah lebih kerap. Nak sangat tambah stamina. Dah lah lemah giler antibodi, selalu sangat seseme. Cepat sangat semput, penat bagai lah. Nak kena tambah stamina nih. Kena rajin exercise.

Abah belanja Double Prosperity Burger. Masyukk. Harituh dekat sekolah dorang ada makan. Tak kisah, kat rumah dapat yang double lagi. Lol. Bangganya. Asalkan perut kenyang, alhamdulillah.

Thanks abah for today. Sayang mak abah :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Streaming :')

Saturday, 26 January 2013 • 13:32 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Nih cerita hari rabu harituh. Sedih doh. Dorang cakap akan ada streaming. Yang pandai dan yang kurang pandai akan dipisahkan. Aku still stay class yang sama sebab diagnostik aku tak berapa bagus. Erm, apa boleh buat? Memang mula-mula dorang cakap pasal tuh, aku takde perasaan sangat. Memang sebak tapi aku tak boleh menangis lagi time tuh. Ada yang dah nangis tapi aku buat donno je lah. Haziq pulak boleh gembira. Apa ke bungek dia tuh? Annoying giler. Aku cakap dekat dorang terima je lah qada' dan qadar. Lol. Laka laka gila ayat aku. Mana boleh macam tuh. Aku sebak so aku kemas rak aku. Cantik dah. Aku susun buku aku elok-elok, lawa-lawa. Aku tak nak join dorang nangis. Aku diam je.

Petang tuh latihan merentas desa a.k.a Larian Integrasi. Erghh, whatever. Ramai yang still nangis under the burning hot sun. Tak penat ke weh. Aku tak nangis lagi. Aku pelik sangat. Kenapa dengan aku nih? Aku still buat tatau dekat dorang. Aku lari belakang sekali. Sorry, bukan lari. JALAN. Tak lari langsung. Haha. Lemah sungguh Izaty nih. Last-last kena rescue. Sedih bhai. Teman Chetak jalan. Yeayyy. Dia sakit. Dengan aku-aku sekali yang naik kereta tuh. Haha. Best.

Malam tuh takde prep sebab esoknya cuti Maulidur Rasul tapi masing-masing kemas kelas. Weh, aku penolong ketua kelas. Haha. Tak percaya kan? Tapi best jugak jadi penolong. Aku yang buli Arep. Haha. Malam tuh letak kain dekat pintu. Best. Tapi kurang kerjasama. Sebab masing-masing tak tahu nak buat apa. Aku tengok kelas S and R okay je bagi kerjasama. Comel je kelas dorang. Lol. Then aku cakap dengan Napishh. Dia dah nak pindah kelas. Dia nak tinggalkan aku. Dia dah takde untuk aku. Nanti sape nak borak dengan aku. Sape nak gelak-gelak dengan aku pasal Triple A aku. Sedih tahu tak. Aku leleh time tuh. Aku sayang kelas aku. 5 Maghfirah. Sampai bila-bila.

Then aku marah Hariz. Aku cakap nanti sape nak ajar aku. Sape nak marah aku. Sape nak gossip dengan aku. Sape nak buat aku nangis. Sedih tahu tak. Memang leleh dah aku time tuh. Siap boleh meraung tahu tak. Aku tak suka perpisahan. Memang tak suka langsung. Aku call mak, cerita pasal nih. Memang dah macam orang gila jer dekat public tuh. Aku cerita lah macam-macam. Sampai Aiman and Amin Cang nampak. Haha. Malu jer.

Semua yang berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya.

Aku nampak Napishh down giler. Haha. Padan muka. Tuh lah nak tinggalkan aku lagi. Tak suka sekolah. Dia jahat. Dia pisahkan aku dengan kawan-kawan aku. Bila nak balik tuh, aku kena tahan dengan Aiman. Erghh. Tak suka giler. Dia ajak pergi gazebo 4S. Dia tak bagi aku nangis. Dia marah. Cang pun marah. Dia cakap 'Jangan fikir pasal kawan, fikir pasal masa depan kau' Sedih giler. Kenapa nak pisahkan aku daripada kawan-kawan aku. Kalau jauhkan aku dengan orang yang aku tak sayang takpe lah jugak. Weh, aku sayang Danny, Napishh, Emir, Amin Cang. Kenapa tukar kelas dorang? Dorang cakap 'we're still friends right' haha. 'Kelas sebelah je kot'.

Korang tak faham. Tapi takpe. Akhirnya aku dapat terima kenyataan. Kita berjumpa dan berpisah kerana Allah. Kita tetap 5 Maghfirah selamanya.

Paperclips, they attaches us, 5 Maghfirah :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Cinta Vlog.

Saturday, 29 December 2012 • 19:19 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Sekarang nih tengah tengok Cinta Vlog. Nak tengok cerita tuh, sila tekan SINI. Dah habis nanti aku bagitahu macam mana ceritanya ek. Jangan kacau aku tengok movie. Sumpah mengamuk. Nanti aku nak prepare tissue bebanyak sebab nak tengok Aku Terima Nikahnya. Dorang kata cerita tuh sedih. Nak try tengok. Cinta Vlog tengok dekat Youtube je. Agak tersangkut-sangkut. Tapi takpe. Aku still boleh enjoy walaupun bukan kelajuan maksima yang aku inginkan. Mengarut.

SHEZZ (ALIFF AZIZ) adalah seorang vlogger popular. Vlog nya penuh dengan lagu, nyanyian dan pertunjukkan silap mata. MADIHA (WAWA ZAINAL) pula adalah seorang vlogger yang baru. Tujuannya membuat vlog tersebut adalah untuk menambah keyakinan diri. SARA (ANNE NGASRI) kawan Madiha, merupakan peminat SHEZZ dan suka menonton kesemua vlog SHEZZ. Ahda (ZAHIRIL ADZIM) adalah seorang pekerja di kedai Pak Ayob iaitu bapa kepada Madiha. Ahda sentiasa menyokong apa saja yang Madiha lakukan.

Disebabkan Sara yang meminta Shezz menonton vlog Madiha, Shezz telah mengutuk dan mengejek vlog milik Madiha. Tanpa disangka, kutukan Shezz telah dibalas oleh Madiha dan rating laman vlog milik Madiha semakin tinggi. Shezz yang telah berang mula berpakat bersama RISA (NURUL JANNA) dan AK (MIZY RAZUAN) untuk membalas dendam terhadap MADIHA. Akhirnya, kejadian yang tidak disangka berlaku..

Today is 29th December. Lagi berapa hari hah nak balik sekolah? Lagi TIGA hari tuh weh. Ya Allah, cepatnya berlalu. Aku berharap sangat tetiba dia bagi notis bahawa SPM tahun 2013 dimansuhkan. Selamanya tiada SPM. Kan best. Tapi angan-angan je tuh. UPSR and PMR dah mansuh. Takkan SPM pun sama. Bodoh lah rakyat Malaysia nanti. No offence kay. Tapi seriously aku tak nak langsung hadapi semua nih. Mak suruh aku jadi matang. Arghh, aku tak matang ke? Seventeen and still childish. Ramai orang kata aku manja. Tapi yang tak berapa nak kenal aku mesti say aku nih ganas. Ergh. Frust nya aku.

Dari pagi text dia. Lol. Tuh pun nak bagitahu ke? Malam nih skype lagi kot. Dia cakap dah nak balik sekolah dah. Lagipun tahun depan aku dah jarang balik kan. Erm, sedih. Semalam kan aku stalk ex crush aku, AAA. Hehe. Aku bukak lah fb dia. Lol. Stalker.

Nampak gambar tuh? Dia dah ada awek. Aku dah tahu sape awek dia. Patutlah tak pandang aku. Haha. Mengharap sangat dulu. Sampai menangis sebab satu sweater. Bengong betul Izaty nih. Tapi takpe. I believe it's his choice and he's happy with it. Lagipunkan aku dah boyfie. Kalau dia tahu confirm dia mengamuk. Bukan mengamuk je, merajuk macam budak kecik. Haha. Nvm. Kali nih aku lepaskan jer. Aku dah bahagia dah. Dia pun sama. I wish him all the best :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Pianist.

Monday, 17 December 2012 • 22:42 • 0 comments

Setelah fajar menyingsing, aku siapkan breakfast for the whole family except Abah sebab Abah dah pergi kerja awal-awal lagi. Aku masak weh. Cayalah Izaty. Masak nasi goreng duduk dekat dapurnya dekat setengah jam. Kupas bawang je dah 15minit. Haha. Aku mana biasa kerja macam tuh sebenarnya. Lainlah kalau bahan-bahan dah tersedia. Senang je aku masak. Aku pernah try masak lemak cili api tapi mulut aku bising lah tanya mak macam-macam. Hehe. Aku pandai masak. Dah boleh jadi bini orang. Yeayy. Masakan yang senang. Jangan cakap aku tak pandai masak ea. Siaplah korang nanti. Haha *evil smirk*

Harini Syerah ada exam piano. Trinity grade 4. Haaaa, aku rindu zaman dulu. Kalau aku habiskan sampai grade 8, kan senang buat diploma in music je. Tak payah nak amik Bio segala bagai. Dikira-kira aku habis grade 8 sama macam SPM. Kan senang, nanti oleh jadi piano teacher. Nama Twitter aku pun Pianist. Lol. Tapi sekarang nih impian aku dah berkubur macam tuh jer. Tak mampu nak further studies lagi macam apa yang aku harapkan. Kalau dulu aku berangan sangat aku dapat study dekat France, buat persembahan terhebat dekat dalam hall yang besar with a thousand of people, harga ticket 300 lebih hanya untuk satu show, gaji berjuta-juta. Haha. Kini tinggal angan-angan, punya lah susah aku nak sampai tahap tuh. Grade 7 for this year. Mungkin aku tak mampu nak main sebaik mungkin dah, jari dah tak lembut macam dulu, dah keras macam batang kayu. Bayangkan lah aku dah sepuluh tahun main piano. A piano. Aku nak main Sonatina and semua lagu classic tuh, aku nak jadi hebat jugak. Tak nak lah stuck taking Biology and tak mampu nak amik music lagi. Aku nak sangat jadi pemain piano yang terkenal. Dah menjadi impian aku sejak kecil. Haha. Atas tuh model piano yang ada dekat rumah.

Lagi dan lagi Cinderella’s Stepsister. Tak pernah jemu aku tengok cerita nih. Sampai bila-bila memang aku nak sangat tengok cerita nih. Erm, masa aku kecil dulu kan, aku ada tengok satu cerita nih tajuk dia Pangako Sa Yo. Dah tak ingat sangat tapi lastly mak Angelo tuh mati. Tuh je ending dia. Mak dia halang cinta dorang berdua. Tak ingat lah. Sekarang nih ada encore dekat Astro Bella, malangnya aku takde channel tuh. Nak sangat tengok cerita tuh balik. Tak dapat laaaaa. Tapi aku puas hati lah jugak harini punya episode perempuan gila tuh jarang keluar. Yeayyyy. Sangat-sangat gembira. Aku nangis lagi. Sebab Kesian sangat dekat Eunjo.

نور عزاتي عبدالرحيم and محمدعذودين عبدالخليد

Esok Abah pergi kursus dekat Kuala Kubu Baru. Sedih walaupun KKB tuh takde lah jauh mana. Tiga hari kot. Sedih loh. Nanti nak pergi topup susah. Haha, tuh jer yang aku fikir. Takde lah, kesian mak nak uruskan rumah. Alaa, akak kan ada. Boleh tolong-tolong mak. Yeayyy. Akak anak sulung kena bantu keluarga. Dah boleh diharap. Hehe. Bangga sekejap walaupun sebenarnya nak sangat ada abang. Kan best ada abang, tak payah lah aku buat semua kerja. Tengah tengok Scent of a Woman. Actually, when you feel like hope is gone, just smile. Laa, kalau kita ada hajat Terakhir, kenalah fulfill it before we die. Takut nanti tak berkesempatan. SEDIH! Nur Izzati ada feelings weh. Takde lah hati keras macam batu.

Assalamualaikum.

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