Muslimah Writer :)

A secret message for you. I LOVE YOU. Nanti kalau aku dah takde, datang rumah aku, ada kotak dalam almari. Semua tuh love letters yang tak pernah kesampaian untuk kau. Read and Weep :)

Amalan Rasulullah :)

Monday, 3 June 2013 • 23:21 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Nak share sikit amalan yang selalu diamalkan oleh Rasulullah.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ الْهُدَى وَالتُّقَى وَالْعَفَافَ وَالْغِنَى

Maksud: “Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku memohon kepadaMu petunjuk, takwa,

diri yang terjaga dan kekayaan.” (HR. Muslim, no. 6842)

KETERANGAN :

Doa ini ringkas tapi menyeluruh untuk kebahagiaan hidup di dunia dan di akhirat. Setiap insan amat memerlukan petunjuk Allah. Tanpa petunjuk seseorang itu akan hidup dalam kesesatan. Tanpa takwa seseorang itu akan hina di sisi Allah kerana yang paling mulia di sisi Allah ialah yang manusia paling bertakwa kepadaNya. Al-Afaf pula bermaksud menahan diri daripada perkara haram dan daripada meminta-minta dengan manusia.

( al Nihayah fi Gharib al-Hadis)

1. Sesiapa yang berwuduk saat ingin tidur dan meminta supaya ALLAH berikan kebaikan dunia dan akhirat pasti akan di kabulkan - Tirmizi. Sunat tidur dalam keadaan berwuduk.

2. Sesiapa yang berselawat tidak kiralah banyak mana hitunganya setiap hari akan dapat keberkatan dalam apa jua dengan syarat ia berusaha mencari keredhaanNya.

3. Sesiapa yang berselawat 41 kali sehari, insyaALLAH, akan dihindarkan daripada sifat tercela seperti hasad dengki, riak dsbnya dalam dirinya.

4. Berselawat 33 kali sehari dapat menjernihkan hati, mudah memahami akan sesuatu ilmu yang diajarkan, di samping beroleh ketenangan fikiran.

5. ALLAH akan hapuskan dosa-dosa kecil dengan kita mengamalkan berselawat sebanyak 11 kali tiap kali selesai menunaikan solat fardu.

6. Sewaktu menghadapi hidangan, Nabi membiasakan diri dengan mengambil makanan yang terdekat, kemudian baru di ambil hidangan yang lainnya sebagai simbolik kesopanan.

7. Amalkan membaca selawat sebanyak 1000 kali sehari, insyaALLAH akandi kurniakan kebijaksanaan pemikiran. Di samping itu berusahalah untuk menerokai pelbagai ilmu.

8. Sesiapa yang berniat mandi (untuk solat jumaat) kemudian pakai pakaian terbaik & wangian lalu solat jumaat, dosanya akan diampun hingga jumaat berikutnya-Ahmad.

9. Sesiapa yang mengamalkan berselawat 11 kali tiap hari, dengan izin ALLAH dirinya akan lebih dihargai oleh orang lain.

10. Uthman bin Affan riwayatkan bahawa Nabi SAW apabila berwuduk, beliau membasahi janggutnya-Tirmizi

11. Nabi tidak pernah mencela makanan. Jika baginda suka, dia makan dan sebaliknya beliau tinggalkan-Bukhari. Apatah lagi jika makanan itu pemberian orang lain.

12. Sahabat meriwayatkan: Aku lihat Nabi SAW makan dengan 3 jari (ibu jari telunjuk & tengah)-Muslim. Jarang sekali beliau makan dengan 4 @ 5 jari kecuali ada keperluan

13. Menurut Sayyid Ahmad dahlan, sesiapa berselawat walau sekali pada malam jumaat, saat mautnya kelak akan dipermudahkan ALLAH seperti yang dihadapi oleh para nabi

14. Setiap penyakit ada penawarnya. Bacalah selawat tujuh kali pada air dan minum. InsyaALLAH, perut yang sakit atau memulas akan sembuh

15. Perbaharui wuduk tiap kali bersolat krn padanya terdapat banyak fadhilat. Hadith: Sesiapa yang berwuduk dalam keadaan suci, ALLAH catatkan 10 kebaikan baginya-Abu Dawud.

16. Sesiapa yang mengamalkan membaca selawat tiga kali setiap selepas solat lima waktu akan dihilangkan kebuntuan fikiran dalam menghadapi apa jua masalah

17. Nabi SAW sering menghadap kekanan sedikit setelah solat berjemaah supaya makmum dapat melihat wajahnya. Sebaiknya imam berzikir dan doa seketika bersama makmum

18. Allah akan hapuskan dosa-dosa kecil dengan kita mengamalkan beselawat sebanyak 11 kali tiap kali selesai menunaikan solat fardu

19. Nabi tak makan sambil bersandar-Bukhari. Ertinya, baginda makan dengan duduk condong sedikit ke hadapan bagi elakkan dirinya terlalu kenyang & mudahkan penghadaman

20. Menurut Syihab Ahmad, sesiapa berselawat tiga kali tiap selesai solat subuh, Maghrib dan isyak, ALLAH akan menghindarkannya drp sebarang bencana

21. Nabi sering beristinsyaq air kedalam hidung dan menghembuskannya.. Selain membersihkan, ia juga mengelakkan sebarang penyakit yang berkaitan dengan hidung

22. Setelah bersolat Nabi memohon ampun ( astagfirullahalaziim) tiga kali-Muslim... Dalam riwayat yang lain, Nabi adakalanya beristighfar 75 kali sehari

23. Sesiapa yang amalkan berselawat sebanyak 1000 kali tiap hari, ALLAH akan memeliharanya daripada sebarang ancaman musuh serta bahaya fitnah

24. Apabila Nabi tidur, ia dahulukan mengiring sebelah kanan - Bukhari. Dari segi kesihatan, cara berkenaan baik untuk jantung (yang berada di kiri badan) mengepam darah

25. Amalan berselawat secara teratur setiap hari mampu membersihkan kekeruhan jiwa, dipermudahkan ALLAH segala urusan dan mendapat keampunan daripadaNYA

26. Tika Nabi tidur, ia membaca surah Al-Ikhlas,Al-Falaq dan An-Naas lalu meniup telapak tangan serta menyapu keseluruh tubuh)mohon perlindunganNYA) - Bukhari

27. Membaca selawat 10 kali pada setiap waktu pagi dan petang akan memperolehi keredhaan serta dijauhkan diri daripada mendapat kemurkaan ALLAH

28. Wuduk dahulu jika ingin tidur sekalipun dalam keadaan junub. Nabi menyarankan, cukup dengan bersihkan kemaluan dan berwuduk tanpa perlu mandi wajib jika ingin tidur

29. Munurut As-Shawi, sesiapa yang membaca selawat secara rutin, akan terpelihara hatinya daripada gangguan serta tipudaya syaitan yang melalaikan

30. Slangkan kaki jika tidur di masjid. Hadith: Sahabat melihatNabi berbaring di masjid dgn satu kakinya atas kaki yang lain (krn bimbang terdedah aurat) - Bukhari

31. Sesiapa yang membaca selawat sebanyak tujuh kali selama tujuh Jumaat berturut-turut, ia bakal mendapat syafaat (pertolongan) daripada baginda SAW

32. Adakalanya Nabi SAW amat menyukai doa-doa yang ringkas (mudah) - Abu dawud. Baginda mementingkan kualiti doa itu sendiri dengan sedikit tetapi maknanya yang menyeluruh

33. Menurut Al-Hafiz Dimyati, sesiapa yang berhajat menemui Nabi SAW dalam mimpinya maka amalkan membaca selawat sebanyak 70 kali sehari

34. Setelah bersolat Nabi SAW mohon ampun (astagfirullahalaziim) tiga kali - Muslim. Dalam riwayat yang lain, Nabi adakalanya beristighfar 75 kali sehari

35. Nabi seorang yang berpsikologi dalam memberi nasihat. Nabi memilih waktu yang sesuai untuk menasihati sahabat supaya mereka tidak bosan (atau tersinggung) - bukhari

36. Ada riwayat yang menyatakan bahawa amalan berselawat 80 kali tiap selepas solat asar pada hari jumaat, insyaALLAH akan dihapuskan dosa-dosa kecil seseorang

37. Menutup mulut dan rendahkan suara tika bersin. Hadith: Apabila Nabi bersin, beliau letakkan tangan atau pakaiannya dimulut (kerana dibimbangi terpercik) - Abu Dawud

38. Jiwa yang gelisah dapat ditenangkan dengan zikir, termasuklah berselawat sekerap yang mungkin kerana ALLAH itu Maha Luas rahmatNya

39. Sabda Nabi SAW: Barangsiapa yang berselawat kepadakusebanyak 100 kali pada hari jumaat, maka ia akan datang pada hari kiamat dengan keadaan bercahaya - Abu Naim

40. Nabi tidak pernah menolak hadiah. Hadith: nabi selalu terima hadiah & amat menghargainya - Bukhari

41. Sesiapa yang sering mengamalkan berselawat pada setiap hari, ALLAH akan bukakan pintu rahmat dan rezeki yang tidak disangka-sangka baginya

42. Selalu memilih yang lebih mudah.. Hadith: Mudahkan sesuatu & jangan kamu sukarkannya - Muttafaq Alaih

43. Berdiri apabila melihat iringan jenazah. Hadith: Apabila kamu sekalian melihat jenazah ( yang diusung), maka berdirilah (sbg tanda penghormatan) - Muttafaq Alaih

44. Ulamak berpendapat, sesiapa yang amalkan selawat saban hari tak kira berapa hitungannya, InsyaALLAH dihindarkan daripada taun & wabak penyakit berbahaya yang lain

45. Bersujud syukur jika dapat khabar gembira.. Nabi sering melakukannya ketikaberoleh khabar yang menyenangkan sebagai tanda syukur hamba terhadap ALLAH - Abu dawud

46. Membaca selawat 1000 kali selepas Solat Hajat dua rakaat mampu meenghilangkan keresahan, rasa dukacita serta dikabulkan ALLAH akan hajatnya

47. Beri salam hingga tiga kali sahaja. Bahawasanya Nabi (apabila mendatangi rumah sahabat) beri salam hingga 3 kali - Bukhari. Jika salamnya tak berjawab, beliau beredar

48. Menurut para ulamak, sesiapa yang inginkan saat kematiannya dalam kesudahan yang baik, maka berselawatlah seban yak 10 kali setiap selesai solat Maghrib

49. Melakukan pekerjaan rumah. Hadith: Bantuan terhadap isterimu itu adalah sedekah-Ad-Dailami

50. Para ulamak berpendapat, ALLAH sempurnakan hajat yang baik dengan senantiasa berselawat 40 hingga 100 kali setiap hari, di ikuti dengan usaha yang berterusan.

That's all for today. Credit to mikhaeylrafaeyl for the info. Hehe. Thanks.

p/s: Diri ini alpa. Jadi, Ya Allah, berikanlah diriku petunjuk dan bawalah aku ke jalan kebenaran.

Assalamualaikum.

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Crush.

Saturday, 18 May 2013 • 09:55 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum

Hey I'm updating the blog. Long time no see yo homo sapiens. I know there are not that many followers tapi its been my hobby to write something kan. Imma tella stowy about crush. Sebenarnya, its gonna be a vewy long entry. @haziquesalam ada menulis di blog beliau. Dan ada nama aku. Its kinda an appreciation I'm writing here. Hehe.

This is the guy. Hmm. Dia semestinya BUKAN crush aku. Aku kawan je dengan dia nih. Tapi aku tak tahu kenapa aku rasa kesian sangat dengan this guy. He didnt have the guts to express his feelings to the girl he likes and now that girl belongs to others. Hmm. Kesian weh. Dia sangat-sangat mengharap. Aku tahu dia jatuh cinta kali nih betul-betul. Tak tipu lah.

Dia pernah cakap: Lelaki tak berani nak confess tuh adalah lelaki yang pengecut.

Lebih kurang macam tuh lah. Aku bukan faham sangat apa dia kata. Tapi masa malam tuh tekaan dia betul about her crush tuh dah ada boyfriend, aku nampak dia macam frust gila. Then the next day, nampak dia macam terlalu gembira. Maybe he act like that just to ease his heart. Tapi I knew his heart. Susah sangat nak suka seseorang tapi bila kita dah suka tuh, we cant seem to let them go.

This Belieber guy sangat-sangat sayang sesuatu yang tak mungkin akan jadi milik dia. Macam aku juga. Tapi aku rasa kan macam aku dah move on. Macam je lah. Aku rasa macam its not worth it nak sayang dia. Mungkin takde siapa nak faham aku kot.

@haziquesalam aku harap sangat satu hari nanti dia akan faham perasaan kau. Aku harap sangat kau dapat capai bahagia kau dengan dia. Aku harap sangat kau dapat masuk U dengan dorongan perempuan yang kau cinta. Aku nak sangat tengok kau berjaya dengan adanya dia di sisi kau. Aku harap sangat. Sorry aku tak dapat tolong kau sangat dalam everything. Aku tahu aku banyak menyusahkan. Tapi aku nak sangat tengok dia terima cinta kau nanti.

Aku suruh Haziq dengar lagu-lagu Lawson yang sedih-sedih. Sekarang nih aku minat gila dekat Lawson weh. Lagu Die For You. Aku nak sangat ada lelaki macam tuh untuk aku. Someday maybe :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Krypton's Candle Night Dinner.

Friday, 3 May 2013 • 15:21 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dengan ini nak cakap, saya Nur Izzati Abdul Rahim merindui awak. Hoho. Gedik gila.

Saya nampak kebahagiaan di muka awak. Saya tahu awak bahagia. So, saya doakan awak bahagia selamanya.

Little cute me and dearest Zaid, I called him Burbur. Comel kan. Hehe. Aku tahu aku selebet. Hmm :')

Haziq Salam, sangat-sangat annoying. Suka bajet handsome. Dayus, suka pukul aku. Tapi aku sayang dia. Semalam duduk sebelah dia, cerita pasal everything. Dia demam. Kesian. Gedik. Suka junior. Hoho.

Little Fararara. Hoho. Comel je tetot aku nih.

Hajar and Burbur ;)

Ada orang tuh nangis just sebab Hajar take a picture with this handsome Genji. Hmm. Nuisance.

No need to talk much. Hani kata aku cengeng. Biarlah dia je yang tahu kenapa dengan aku. Aku seriously memang sangat cengeng. Hmm. Sedihsedih. I owe you an apology. I'm sorry for falling in love.

Assalamualaikum.

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Hey you.

Tuesday, 30 April 2013 • 17:43 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Hmm. This guy. maybe ramai yang dah tahu. Hmm. The Triple A. The April 8th. Tak perlu ditanya siapa dia. Siapa yang kenal sudahlah. Aku tak nak bahas panjang-panjang. Just nak cakap, tersuka dekat schoolmate sendiri memang akan ada di zaman persekolahan nih. So, aku boleh tersuka pada dia. Tapi aku taknak curang. So, apa boleh buat? Aku sayang Izz aku. Sangat-sangat. Hmm. Tapi aku rasa macam dia tak sayang aku je. Maybe perasaan aku je kot. This is the guy told you about. The Triple A. The April 8th.

The left one.

Assalamualaikum.

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Hari Remaja Jepun.

Saturday, 27 April 2013 • 14:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Terkadang kita lupa apa itu erti kesedihan apabila terlalu banyak kegembiraan muncu dalam hidup. Kadang-kadang kita lupa pada payungan Allah apabila kita terlalu berfoya-foya dengan rasukan syaitan. O Allah, I'm sorry. Rasa macam nak nangis. Tapi aku tahan. Sometimes, I do cry for no reason. Aku rasa macam hati aku sakit sangat. Then, ditahan-tahan lagi. You, I look at you. You ignore me. Itsokay. Aku tahan lagi. Orang cemuh aku. Aku tahan jugak. Sampai bila-bila aku akan tetap tahan. Yupp, aku kuat. Berlagak kuat. Berlagak cool. Berlagak macam there's nothing going on. O Allah, kesabaran aku ada batas. InsyaAllah, aku akan tahan. Hmm. Aku sedih. Tuh jer nak cakap. Mukadimah je yang panjang-panjang tuh. Saje. Bosan :)

Hari Remaja Jepun. Hambar. Bosan juge. Heleh ~

Pictures.

Bahagia itu susah nak datang. Appreciate lah weh. Aku sayang diri aku sendiri. Hehe. And sayang korang juge. Denaaaaaaaaaa, I miss you. Kau comel dalam wallet Danny.

Assalamualaikum.

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Cry.

Saturday, 20 April 2013 • 13:56 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Post nih pendek je. Hanya sekadar meminjam laptop Sabrina dan battery hampir habis. Hmm. Ceritanya begini. Saya ponteng makan tengahari hari ini. Sebab saya inginkan kesenangan selepas hati saya rasa gundah gulana. Mungkin ada yang pelik kenapa saya begitu baku pada hari ini. Saja. Ingin tukar mood.

HAK. Hari Anugerah Kecemerlangan. Saya hampir menangis. Pertama kerana, lagu choir tingkatan dua sangat sedih. Bertemakan persahabatan. Lagu Mandarin yang sangat menggoda. Saya sendiri tak tahu kenapa saya rasa nak menangis walaupun saya tidak berapa memahami bait-bait seni kata lagu itu.

Sebab kedua, di dalam DIK itu sangat panas. Kipas yang ada tidak dapat berfungsi dengan berapa elok. Sangat-sangat menyedihkan. Saya bertugas beberapa shif dengan kawan-kawan saya iaitu Hajar Fariesa, Syafiqah Nazni dan Farahana Md Din. Mereka sangat comel. Dan saya mengiringi pengetua dan VVIP memberi hadiah. Saya rasa saya cukup comel di atas situ tadi. Hehe. Tangan saya lenguh tapi saya gagahkan juga. Alhamdulillah, segalanya berjalan dengan lancar.

Ketiga, sebab caklempong. Beat lari, tempo lari, not synchronize. Saya kecewa, saya nak main sangat-sangat. Dalam hati saya berkata, mereka tidak boleh lawan kumpulan Caklempongers 2012. Terhebat wok. Saya menangis kerana benda yang saya banggakan kini dah jatuh ke tangan orang lain dan menjadi semakin teruk. Hmm. Cikgu hanya kata, kurang latihan. Saya orang seni, saya tahu apa yang salah. Jadi jangan salahkan saya jika saya rasa caklempong akan hilang satu hari nanti.

Dia naik pentas. Tahniah. Saya berbangga dengan anda :D

Sekian, Assalamualaikum.

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My Future :)

Saturday, 23 March 2013 • 22:17 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Listening to Judika’s Setengah Hati Merindu. Aku tahu takde siapa yang baca blog aku nih. So, nih cerita aku. Bukan untuk tontonan umum. Hanya untuk aku meluahkan perasaan aku. Lagu slow macam nih affect hati aku sangat-sangat. Dan aku tak nak. Aku tak nak terbuai. I AM not okay with all this. Aku tak berapa bagus. I think that I don’t deserve to have all this. Tapi syukur Alhamdulillah, I really have to live to go through with all this.

Result SPM 2012. The moment I went there. Sedih weh. No straight A+. Hanya 20 straight A. Ramai yang aku expect to go up there tak naik. Siapa yang kau harap Izzati weh? Aku harap sangat orang-orang yang aku sayang naik atas tuh. Macam Kak Umi, Kak Yaya, Kak Qiba, and akak-akak yang made my 2012. Serious, ini bukan bodekan. Aku memang sayang dorang. Haha. And Kak Ira, mana kau doh? Aku call kau. Kau cakap otw. Menyirap kot. Tak sampai-sampai ke sudah. Well, next year aku akan naik atas tuh. I cried on that very day. Result SPM 2013 akan ada nama aku sebagai salah satu calon straight A. Aku akan naik pentas tuh and kalahkan Syasya Alina, Shifaa’ Salleh, Suraya Ashikin, Daniel Helmee, Aizuddin Hambali, ‘Izzat Nafis Fawwaz, Muadz Zaki and dia. Aku menangis hari tuh sebab aku takut. Aku takut aku tak dapat kalahkan dia. Risau sangat. Aku nak naik sangat weh. Aku nak tunjuk dekat Aiman Hisyam aku pun boleh berjaya. Weh, thanks for looking down on me. Memang aku main-main. Memang aku tak sesopan Shifaa’ Salleh. Maybe I’m not the best. Persepsi orang dah tak boleh diubah kalau sekali dipandang serong. Tapi just wait. Aku tak membantah kalau korang cakap. Aku tahu aku ada strength untuk jadikan hati aku nih macam batu. Aku akan terus bagi fake smile aku. Aku akan terus berpura-pura aku bahagia. Aku tahan air mata aku dah 5 minggu. Aku tak tunjuk. One day, InsyaAllah.

I’m too childish to look in front for my future. Tapi sedarlah Nur Izzati, kau tuh dah 17 tahun. Tahun nih SPM. Tahun depan PLKN. Tahun depannya lagi dah masuk U. Kau kena betul-betul fikir masa depan. Semalam Abah dah tanya, kau nak masuk U mana. Bengong gila kau cakap kau tak tahu. Kalau boleh aku nak pergi Australia. Macam Iman and Huda. Tapi course apa weh. I’m really interested in being an engineer. Tapi Abah macam nak aku jadi doctor. So, I’m confused right now. Kalau dekat Malaysia, aku boleh je masuk UPM or UITM. Amik Diploma In Music. Then, boleh ajar kanak-kanak main piano. Erm, I just want people to start sedar music itu indah. Indah sangat weh. I feel tenang kalau dengar lagu-lagu nih. Eventhough dalam piano, we always play the classical songs tapi boleh je kita cipta lagu sendiri. Macam aku nih, tak layak lagi nak cipta lagu. Grade 6 tak memadai. Lagi 2 grade je weh. Tapi terpaksa stop sebab aku masuk asrama. I’m not blaming the asrama thingie. Tapi kalau lah, kalau aku tak masuk asrama, tahun nih dah habis dah. Then sambil tunggu result tahun depan boleh je ajar those little kids. Aku dah nak habis dah. Aku tak tahu kenapa tapi tahun nih aku kemaruk nak naik pentas. Kalau boleh everything yang aku lalui, aku nak naik pentas. Untuk NILAM, untuk SPM, untuk CONCERT. Untuk segalanya. And I can commercialise the caklempong. Traditional music can go far. Impian aku.

My future. I’m afraid to think about it. Tapi aku tak boleh nak sempitkan laluan aku nih. Jalan aku jauh lagi. Selama Allah izinkan aku hidup di atas muka bumi ini. Aku tak patut putus asa. Allah ada. Apa yang Allah bagi, mungkin itu yang terbaik untuk aku. Dia nak aku berusaha. Masa Inspirasi Diri harituh, aku percaya akan kemampuan diri aku sendiri. Yes, I can do it. Allah dah pilih jalan untuk aku. Yang terbaik pastinya. InsyaAllah.

Aku memang boleh dapat straight A+ SPM 2013.

Aku memang boleh buat parents aku bangga dengan aku.

Aku memang boleh naik pentas tahun depan.

Aku memang boleh berjaya dunia akhirat.

Aku memang boleh jadi engineer.

Aku memang boleh tutup aurat dengan sempurna.

Aku memang boleh dapat gaji besar.

Aku memang anak solehah.

Aku memang boleh kurus.

Aku memang boleh bahagia.

Aku memang boleh kalahkan Triple A.

Aku memang mampu buat semua nih.

I’m gonna make a difference. Just believe in me. Pinky promise. And let me show you that I AM THE BEST!

Assalamualaikum.

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Si Pendek.

Saturday, 2 March 2013 • 22:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Harituh aku jatuh basikal. Saje je nak cerita. Aku yang form 5 nih jatuh basikal. Dekat depan DIK. Malu kot. Naik basikal dengan Hajar Fariesa for two days me'ronggeng'. Memang best. Dia berat, aku bawak senget-senget. Masa aku bawak Hani, aku langgar tiang dua kali. Bawak Hajar sampai langgar bushes sebesar alam dekat depan kelas 5H. Aku jatuh basikal sebab aku pendek. Haha. Aku pendek weh. Malunya.

Si pendek nih ada konflik sekarang. Ada seorang nih, no mentioning her name. Aku tanu dia takkan buka blog aku pun tapi apa aku kisah kan. Aku tahu tak baik mengata tapi nih apa yang aku rasa. Dia mengadu dekat kawan aku. Sikit-sikit Dottie. Nak makan panggil Dottie, nak pergi surau panggil Dottie. Semuanya Dottie. Haha. Awak jealous kah? Itu bukan satu masalah. Itu hak mereka yang inginkan saya. Masa saya mencari kawan. Duhh -,- saya tak kisah pun. Saya ada satu masalah dengan dia nih. Adik angkat semua orang dia nak ambil. Adik aku Aiman tuh pun dia nak ambil. Amek lah amek. Aku halalkan. Godai dengan itu panggilan akak adik. Haha. Aku tak kisah dah. Fokus Izzati.

Sekarang nih tengah cari doodle comel untuk buat header sendiri. Aku cari doodle couple sebenarnya. Tapi tak banyak pilihan. Nanti lah aku cari lagi. Sebab masa tak banyak. Kena study Biology lagi. Erghh. Si pendek nih kan, suka perkataan baru nih. Hakuna Matata. It means: no worries.

That's all for tonight. Assalamualaikum.

I'll be waiting for that someone special :)

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Ehem Ehem.

Friday, 15 February 2013 • 20:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

This post. Aku tak tahu apa nak tulis. Tapi menggatal nak update blog jugak. Tengok tanah kubur. Seram doh. Buat aku teringat balik apa yang pernah aku buat. Erghhh. Na'uzubillah.

Cantik tak orang dekat bawah nih? Cantik kan? Haha. Dennaaaaaaaaaaa.

Lol. The happiest-go-lucky girl. Jyeaaaaah. Love her damn much.

Line slow. Mana taknya. Berapa banyak tab dah aku bukak. First tab, twitter. Second tab, facebook. Third tab, blogger. Fourth tab, ask.fm. Fifth tab, YouTube. Banyak kan? Haha. Memang slow lah line dekat rumah nih. Sedih sedih.

I am 99% sure that you don't love me, but it's that 1% that keeps me loving you.

https://twitter.com/ohteenquotes. Follow the best account on earth. Haha. Banyak kata-kata semangat aku dapat dari acc tuh. Tapi tak kisah lah. Apa kena-mengena kan? Haha.

I'm laughing and smiling thru and thru. Getting hurt is easy than forgetting. Macam lagu yang Jang Geun Suk. Waiting Time. Nak suruh Hani download kan tapi dia macam malas jer. Haishh. Sementara ada line nih, aku download dulu lah ek. Esh, tetibe line buat hal. Aduhh, acano nih? Sedih sedih sedih. Haha.

Aku rindu kau weh, kalau lah kau faham. Nanti ada masa, kita jumpa lagi. Walaupun masa tuh semuanya dah banyak berubah. Janji tau. Lepas SPM, kita masuk U. Cari pasangan and kahwin. Jangan lupa jemput aku. Jyeaaaah. Semoga bahagia.

Dengar lagu nih tau. Sedih sangat.

Assalamualaikum.

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Actually.

Monday, 11 February 2013 • 22:26 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Semalam text Hani and Pija je. Nak mengharapkan Izzudin Khalid tuh text aku? Hailahh. Dorang berdua tuh rindu aku. Tak cukup setiap alam tidur sebelah aku. Yeayy. Text dengan dorang bukan jimat crdts pun. Mahal jugak 6 sen tuh kan. boleh habis RM10 sehari. Tapi takpe. Tak kisah. Berfaedah jugak. Takde lah handphone aku sunyi je

Currently watching JODOH. Lawak doh apek tuh berlakon. Haha. Manyak cantik oh. Tapi tak best mana pun sebenarnya cerita nih. Well, aku banyak tengok cerita korea. Doremifasolatido. Best gila. Aku leleh kot tengok cerita tuh. Sedih masa perpisahan tuh. Janji terpaksa dilepaskan macam tuh je sebab orang ketiga. Dan orang ketiga tuh adalah kawan baik sendiri. Sedih bhai.

Bodoh giler. Hani and Pija tak nak angkat phone. Aku nak cerita betapa excitednya aku. Triple A aku tegur aku dekat FB. Ada hikmahnya aku kena tweetlimit. Baru teringat nak bukak fb. Jyeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Nak menangis aku weh. Tak tahu kenapa. Ahhh, sedih. Tak tahu nak cakap apa. Lantak ah. Aku seriously tak tahu nak buat apa sekarang nih. Menggigil doh. Sejuk. Sebab tuh lah Napishh gelakkan aku hari tuh. Lewlz.

Dah, nak mimpi indah malam nih.

Assalamualaikum.

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Feelings.

Sunday, 10 February 2013 • 22:35 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Pagi-pagi kena babble. Yeayy. Heaven~ Tak kisah lah pasal tuh. Socks aku comel je. Warna pink ada 5 pasang, warna kuning ada 5 pasang. Hehe. Ada stripes, ada polka dots, ada plain, ada stars. Comel kan? Macam tuan dia yang pandai pilih. Murah je. Beli dekat Scarlet masa adik tengah pilih kasut sport dia tuh. 5 pasang 10 ringgit. Susah lah kalau socks yang letak dekat kaki nak yang mahal-mahal. Sampai Socks world sana. Asalkan tutup aurat aku. Pendek tuh menutup aurat ke kak? Tak pendek kay. Kali nih panjang, atas buku lali. Comel gila kot. Hehe.

Fadhil ‘Ariff, aku nak jugak Uniqlo aku. Tak kira apa jadi. Tak nak benda murah. Kau dah janji kan. Tak kira. Tak dapat, aku tuntut dekat akhirat. Aku tak kacau Waghdah Syaughah kau kan. So, kena bagi jugak. Aku tetap nak. Takde Uniqlo cari yang seangkatan dengannya. No pasar malam. I tak layan. Sorry kay. Haha. Aku nih demanding betul. Tak kira lah aku demanding ke hape ke, aku tetap nak 2. Kalau tak dapat, siap kau. Hailaa, senior keluar kuasa veto sudah. Lantak kau lah. Aku tak ajar kau caklempong. HAHA. *Evil laugh*

Nazihani Nazir takde, so tangan aku tak disapukan minyak gamat dah. Malas lah nak suruh mak sapukan, confirm dia tekan. Ergh -____- Tension pula aku. Tangan tak baik lah nampaknya. Seminggu Hani takde, seminggu takde minyak gamat. Sedih laaaaaaaaah. Weh, Hani, aku tahu kau sayang aku. Sangat-sangat sayang aku.

Lupa pulak harini dekat kampung dia ada kenduri. Sorry TERganggu. Kbye. Call dia letak, baik tak payah angkat terus. Buat je call me back kalau dah habis. Takpe takpe. Nasib baik kali nih punya cuti aku tak payah top-up, hari tuh punya baki ada RM12. Best gilaaa. Haha. Minta mak duit lagi esok kot. Cakap nak top-up. Agak-agak berapa mak bagi? Takpe takpe takpe. Aku rasa aku comel. HAHA. Out of topic.

Nak buat homework. Start dengan English sebab tuh paling senang. Yekk. Tahu lah hebat.

Nur Izzati Maulad Abdul Rahim COMEL. Haha. Dia comel sangat. Sangat-sangat comel. Terlebih manis overdosed sugar. Hehe. Dia comel! Haha. COMEL COMEL COMEL. Dia comel gila kot. Izaty comel.

Assalamualaikum.

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Story.

• 22:00 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dah lama tak menulis sesuatu yang berguna dan kali nih saya nak share satu cerita nih. Sorry dalam English.

Jane, with a red hair and dark green eyes, a college student. She is pretty, skinny and adorable. She is smart, and talented. Her passion toward music since a lil’ girl made her to choose music as a course in her college. She likes jazz, classics.

Meanwhile, in the same college, a guy named Eric with a blonde hair with hazelnut eyes is one of the famous students there. He took music too, but in different genre; pop. he’s good in singing and playing the guitar and piano. girls are crazy about him, since he is in the A list of every girls’ dreams. Both Jane and Eric didn’t know each other, until one day where they bumped into each other.

Jane’s piles of music sheets were all on the floor. Eric apologizes as Jane collects her sheets. As they met their eyes together, both of them were speechless and were in awe. For Jane, it was like a prince charming hit her so hard yet she didn’t feel the pain. And as for Eric, he felt like in cloud 9 with this beautiful angel. They didn’t move their eyes, but keep staring at each other for a very long time.

And Jane’s friend called her “Jamie, where were you! I was s.” her words stop as soon as she saw Jane was with Eric. She grabbed Jane’s hand and took her to the corner of the wall and said, “Do you even know who he is!?” Jane answered, “Hm he’s a person I bumped to?” Jane’s friend continued, “He’s a billionaire, Son! Eric Shaw. Do you even know whose Eric Shaw is!?” Jane was speechless... ’ I didn’t know that I bumped into ‘someone’. She went back to Eric and said, “I’m sorry, but I have to go.” and walked away, fast with her friend, Amy.

Eric said to him, ‘she’s pretty, very pretty.’ and walked to his class but in his mind, thinking of Jane. He never felt this way before toward any girls. He can’t deny his feelings toward Jane. When he thinks of Jane, all of his problems seem to fly away. Fly far. One day, Eric was with his friends at the school library. But then, he saw Jane. Searching for books. He went to Jane, slowly and said “hey, hm you’re the girl I bumped into before right?” Jane answered, “Err, yes. Why?” Eric continued, “This may seem awkward but can I know your name?” ended his words with a smile on his face. Jane fell for his handsome smile and answered, “Err. My name is Jane. Yours?” Eric said, “Jane, i like your name, and i also like you.” to himself but still, Jane heard that and said, “What?” Eric, “nothing, my name is Eric. Nice to know you Jane. Hm i guess i should be going now. See you later pretty.” and walked away. Jane’s cheek started to turn red.

Before school session was over, Jane and her friend sat at the school park. They talked and laughed. Eric was there too, looking at Jane. Jane talked to her friend, “hm i met Eric at the library.” Amy, “what, how?” Jane answered, “well... Actually he came to me, to ask my name.” Amy was shocked and said, “Omg girl, you’re so lucky! Eric never ever went to any girl, to talk before!” Jane said, “He was just asking my name. Nothing big, Amy.” Amy smiled and said, “Well, you guys look cute together.” Jane laughed and said, “Stop it!” Eric heard...Everything and smiled. And said to him, “I’m going to ask her out, yeah first step” and walked away with his friends. Jane didn’t notice that Eric was there before.

School session was over, and Jane walked home with her friend. They talked on their way home and they saw Eric was entering his car. Jane said to herself, “I wish i could ride with him...” Eric started driving to leave the school but he didn’t notice Jane. Jane said, “Hm never going to happen, i guess” with a low tone. After a few minutes, she arrived home. Safely.

She decided to go to the park in the evening, to get some fresh air. At 3pm, she walked to the park. Alone. After a few minutes, she arrived. She saw Eric’s car near the park then she looked for Eric, but no sign of him. She sat on the grass and started to read a book. Eric saw Jane and said, “Yes, this is my chance.” and walked toward her. Jane didn’t notice that and she was shocked when Eric said, “Hey pretty.” Jane looked at Eric. “Oh it’s you!” Eric answered, “Hm yeah. I saw you here, so i came.” Jane smiled and continues to read her book. Eric continued, “So... I have something to ask.” Jane said, “What is it?” Eric answered, “Well, can you promise me that you’ll say yes to what I’m going to say?” and Jane, “err, i promise?” Eric continued, “Good, will you go out with me?” Jane was shocked. “Err...Hmm.”

Eric, “so since you said you promise to say yes, there will be no right? So it means you agree to go out with me.” Jane said to herself “oh Jane, why didn’t you think of that.” Eric continued, “Well, I’ll pick you up at 7 tonight? Here’s my number, text me.” smiled and walked away to his car. In his car, he said “yesss!” to himself and smiled all the way home. Jane was speechless, at the park.

At 7pm, Jane was ready to go out with him. She wore casual clothes but still, it looks pretty. Then she looked at the window, and said “he’s here.” and walked downstairs. “Mum, I’m going out for a while.” and her mother answered, “alright! Take care.” Jane walked out and entered his car. Eric smells a scene of rose. He said, “You look pretty, as always.” Jane answered, “Err, thank you.” Eric started to drive. Jane asked, “Where are we going?” Eric answered, “Well, somewhere fun.” Jane was thinking, where it could be Eric parked his car in front of an arcade. Jane asked, “Arcade?” Eric answered, “yeah, why?” and smiled. Jane looked away, “nothing.”

Jane walked right next to Eric and said to herself, “hm so many people.” Eric looked at Jane, and holds her hand. He said, “i don’t want you to get lost.” he smiled again. Jane didn’t know what to say, she let her hand being hold by Eric. They continued to walk into the arcade. They spent hours there, had fun there. Jane was enjoying their outing so was Eric. Before they went home, Eric bought a big sized teddy bear and said, “For you, a gift from me.” Jane said, “A gift? I didn’t won or do anything.” Eric answered, “You won my heart.”

Jane was speechless. On their way home, they both were on silent. Didn’t spoke a word. When they arrived at Jane’s, she said, “thanks…” Eric answered, “Hm, wait.” Jane looked at Eric. “Yes?” Eric kissed Jane’s forehead, and said, “You can go now.” and smiled. Jane was speechless and shocked again. She walked to enter her house, fast. As soon as she entered, she smiled and her cheek was red. Eric said “Jane, you’re the first girl who won my heart. And I will never let you go, not even once.” and started to drive home. Jane said to herself, “he made me fell for him.” and smiled again.

The next day, Jane opened her house’s door to go to school. But she saw Eric and also his car. Jane asked, “What are you doing here?” Eric answered, “i came to pick you up, for school.” Jane answered, “But i can walk to school.” Eric, “nope, i won’t let you.” he grabbed Jane’s hand and walked her to enter his car. He started to drive to school. As soon as they arrived, many girls were jealous of Jane because they saw Jane was in the car with Eric. They walked to enter the school as soon as Eric parked. Eric holds Jane’s hand. Jane was shocked but she didn’t deny. Many girls saw that, and they said... “Lucky her!”

Everyone was looking at them, including Amy, Jane’s friend. Jane said, “Thanks for the ride,” and smiled. Eric answered, “Sure, I’ll send you home too ok?” and he walked away after he smiled at her. Jane didn’t get to say anything. She saw Amy, her friend. Amy, “Jane! Wow.” Jane answered, “Hey.” Amy, “i guess Eric likes you...” Jane said, “What? No way.” Amy, “don’t deny it girl, everyone saw it.” Jane smiled. In class, a girl asked Jane, “Are you dating Eric?” Jane was about to answer but suddenly, Eric came... And said, “Yes. She’s my girl.” The girl walked away. Eric sat right next to Jane, “hey.” Jane, “hi... Why did you say I’m your girl?” Eric, “compare to all the girls out there. You totally complete me. When i first bumped into you, i fell for you. And that time, i don’t want to let you go. I just want you to be here, by my side. Can you? ” Jane was speechless; she didn’t answer anything but then. Eric, “be mine, Jane?”

Everyone heard what Eric said. They were all looking at Jane, her friend Amy said, “Say yes!” Jane didn’t know what to say, she started to hug him. And said, “I actually fell for you since we first met. I tried to deny my feelings, but i can’t. My heart keeps saying no. Yes, I’ll be yours.” Eric smiled, and said “I’ll protect you.” The school bell rang and it’s time for recess, Amy joined Eric and Jane for lunch. They talked. Many people were looking at them. They were jealous. Jane became famous. But she always hangs with Amy, her best friend.

After a few years past, school was over. So was college. They were still together, staying strong. Even though they fought sometimes but they always made it right again. Eric called Jane and asked her to meet him at a cafe. Jane said “yes I’ll see you there.” Jane arrived at the cafe. She saw Eric, and she sat in front of him. Eric smiled and said, “hey my girl.” Jane smiled. They ordered coffee. Eric said, “Well, i have to say something.” Jane asked, “What is it?” Eric said, “You have to promise me you’ll say yes, to what I’m going to say.” Jane laughed, “You said that before. Alright, i promise.” Eric smiled and said, “Jane Evans, i want to spend my life with you will you be my wife, mine, as forever?” Jane was shocked, and said, “The answer will always be yes.” Eric hugged and gave her a ring.

After a few months, they got married. They enjoyed their married life. Have fun as husband and wife. Happily, together. After 5 years past, they have a daughter named Alison. She is 4 years old. Jane and Eric lived a happy, life with her daughter. Eric said “since I first met you, I fell for you. I love you once, I love you now, I love you still and forever will.” and he kissed Jane’s cheek.

-The end-

Sweet giler kan cerita nih. Lalala~ Not my own idea tapi at least cerita nih ada happy ending kan.

Dalam almari aku ada satu kotak. Kalau aku dah takde nanti, aku nak korang read and weep jugak macam cerita Step by Wicked Steps tuh. Tak kira. You’ll understand why I wrote those things. Baca je. Datang rumah, tanya mak aku pasal kotak dalam almari, confirm akan ada segalanya di situ. Daaaa :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Pretty something.

Saturday, 9 February 2013 • 00:02 • 2 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Tadi dalam kereta dalam ada draft dah nak tulis apa untuk blog. Tetibe bila buka blogger je terus blank. Daa -.-

Napishh tak bagi aku stalk dia. Dan takde niat langsung nak stalk dia. Takde feel takde mood. Tak minat. Sakit jiwa. Sakit hati. Sakit segalanya. Haha. Perempuan gila. Aku nak upload gambar sikit tapi macam malas nak transfer je. Nak gerakkan tangan capai handphone yang tak sampai 30 cm tuh pun aku malas. Erghh -.- Aku dah tak nak terlalu mengharap. Nanti aku nangis macam perempuan sundal mati laki. Astaghfirullahal'azim.

Harituh aku join MSSD Memanah dekat SAM Sg Hj Dorani. Erm, number 12. Hebat kan aku? Tak sangka. Haha. Tak sampai seminggu practice dah dapat pergi daerah. Lol. The best of Izaty. Boleh join memanah tetibe. A miracle. Tak dapat join basket. Ada peluang lain nampaknya. Alhamdulillah. Tapi tangan teruk lah. Nak masukkan gambar tangan aku yang bengkak and lebam tuh? Aurat laaaaa. Tak reti nak fikir ke?

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