Muslimah Writer :)

A secret message for you. I LOVE YOU. Nanti kalau aku dah takde, datang rumah aku, ada kotak dalam almari. Semua tuh love letters yang tak pernah kesampaian untuk kau. Read and Weep :)

Sunshine.

Sunday, 14 April 2013 • 12:12 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Sangat panjang post harini sebab dah nak balik asrama. Aku terdetik nak cerita pasal someone yang mungkin special pernah muncul dalam hidup aku. Dia yang namanya aku rahsiakan. Lagipun nih cerita lama. Masa aku form 2 lagi. Woah, ingat lagi ke? Not every detail tapi adalah sikit-sikit.

Dia. Aku kawan dengan dia. Takdelah rapat mana. Tiba-tiba muncul surat layang mencaci, menghina aku. Cakap aku rampas dia daripada seseorang. Ada perkataan bitch, sundal, and segala macam kata-kata nista. Woohoo. Apa nih? Where have I done wrong? Kawan pun salah. The next day tuh aku demam. Tak sanggup menerima kejutan kot. Haha. Lemah. Dia tak defend aku sikit pun. Aku terkilan.

Lepas beberapa minggu entah, tiba-tiba dia minta aku jadi scandal dia. Bapak ah. Fikir aku nih siapa? Senang gila nak dimainkan. Dah lah buat masalah dengan aku hari tuh. Tapi takpe, aku layan jugak sebab kau kawan aku kan. Kau cakap kau dengan perempuan tuh dah takde pape. Heleh~ Aku dapat tahu kau suka dekat kawan baik aku, aku tak kisah langsung pun. Sebab aku tak suka kau. Haha. Aku suruh lah kau minta couple dengan dia. Kau cakap kau dah minta tapi dia tak nak. Ek. Gila. Lepas tak dapat dia, kau minta aku pula. Esh, perempuan nak digame.

Dah tuh, aku malas lah nak layan. Lama-lama tuh, kau say kau sayang aku. Lol. Sayang eh? Hoho. Nak aku percaya? Okay, aku bongok pergi percaya. Dia ajak couple and aku terima. Aku tak tahu kenapa tapi aku terima. Haha. Maybe sebab kitorang pernah jadi kawan. Aku pun start lah sayang dia. Aku tak kisah apa pun apa nak jadi.

Couple. Lohh, dia still sayang dekat kawan aku rupanya. Apa punya bengongnya aku percaya cakap dia yang dia sayang aku. Dia minta couple pula dekat kawan aku tuh. Sokay. Aku back off lah. Aku macam tak mampu nak layan kawan aku tuh lagi. Takpe. Aku cakap, weh, jaga dia elok-elok. Tuh jer aku mampu cakap. Holoh. Dorang pun couple lah. Hmm. Tak sampai 3 bulan kot, break. Tiba-tiba dia text aku cakap nak get back balik, hoho, senangnya. Aku cakaplah aku tak nak. Hmm. Aku memang sayang dia kot. Tetiba dia nak marah. 'Kawan awak dah bagi saya dekat awak, awak nak bagi saya balik dekat dia?' Ek. Lebih kurang macam tuh lah. Okay okay. Dia marah. So, aku terima dia balik.

Complicated kan? I'll leave some unimportant details.

Then, bla bla blaaa. Aku break jugak dengan dia. Dia couple dengan jiran sebelah rumah aku nih. Aku dengan orang lain. Aca aca bahagia gitu. Okay well, aku adalah cakap aku still rindu dia dekat member aku yang lain. And nak tahu? 1.1.2012 kot, dia call aku. Aku tak kenal suara dia. Aku tanyalah siapa dia. Hah kau, dia sebut nama dia. Aku menjerit kuat gila. Hoho. Aku menjerit weh. Aku tanya dia, betul ke tuh dia? Lama kot tak contact dia. Serious, aku tak percaya tuh dia. Then, kitorang start kawan balik. Text. Dia tanya aku single kah? Nak jawab apa? Aku memang ada bf time tuh.

Okay, dia explain everything. Dia pernah cakap, aku sanggup break dengan gf aku yang lain sebab kau. Hoho. Besar itu statement. Lalala~ Aku tak nak kau terus mendesak aku. So, aku terima kau. Aku pura-pura macam tak sayang kau. Aku text dengan kau still kasar macam time kita kawan. Kau suruh aku panggil kau bie, aku tak nak. Aku tak nak terlalu mengharap. Lol. Ayat, tak boleh blah langsung.

Malas dah nak cerita endingnya. Memang tak kekal pun kan. Sekarang memang terus lost contact. Bahagia. Yeaaaaaaaay. Aku nak belajar dulu. Byebye.

Assalamualaikum.

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My Future :)

Saturday, 23 March 2013 • 22:17 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Listening to Judika’s Setengah Hati Merindu. Aku tahu takde siapa yang baca blog aku nih. So, nih cerita aku. Bukan untuk tontonan umum. Hanya untuk aku meluahkan perasaan aku. Lagu slow macam nih affect hati aku sangat-sangat. Dan aku tak nak. Aku tak nak terbuai. I AM not okay with all this. Aku tak berapa bagus. I think that I don’t deserve to have all this. Tapi syukur Alhamdulillah, I really have to live to go through with all this.

Result SPM 2012. The moment I went there. Sedih weh. No straight A+. Hanya 20 straight A. Ramai yang aku expect to go up there tak naik. Siapa yang kau harap Izzati weh? Aku harap sangat orang-orang yang aku sayang naik atas tuh. Macam Kak Umi, Kak Yaya, Kak Qiba, and akak-akak yang made my 2012. Serious, ini bukan bodekan. Aku memang sayang dorang. Haha. And Kak Ira, mana kau doh? Aku call kau. Kau cakap otw. Menyirap kot. Tak sampai-sampai ke sudah. Well, next year aku akan naik atas tuh. I cried on that very day. Result SPM 2013 akan ada nama aku sebagai salah satu calon straight A. Aku akan naik pentas tuh and kalahkan Syasya Alina, Shifaa’ Salleh, Suraya Ashikin, Daniel Helmee, Aizuddin Hambali, ‘Izzat Nafis Fawwaz, Muadz Zaki and dia. Aku menangis hari tuh sebab aku takut. Aku takut aku tak dapat kalahkan dia. Risau sangat. Aku nak naik sangat weh. Aku nak tunjuk dekat Aiman Hisyam aku pun boleh berjaya. Weh, thanks for looking down on me. Memang aku main-main. Memang aku tak sesopan Shifaa’ Salleh. Maybe I’m not the best. Persepsi orang dah tak boleh diubah kalau sekali dipandang serong. Tapi just wait. Aku tak membantah kalau korang cakap. Aku tahu aku ada strength untuk jadikan hati aku nih macam batu. Aku akan terus bagi fake smile aku. Aku akan terus berpura-pura aku bahagia. Aku tahan air mata aku dah 5 minggu. Aku tak tunjuk. One day, InsyaAllah.

I’m too childish to look in front for my future. Tapi sedarlah Nur Izzati, kau tuh dah 17 tahun. Tahun nih SPM. Tahun depan PLKN. Tahun depannya lagi dah masuk U. Kau kena betul-betul fikir masa depan. Semalam Abah dah tanya, kau nak masuk U mana. Bengong gila kau cakap kau tak tahu. Kalau boleh aku nak pergi Australia. Macam Iman and Huda. Tapi course apa weh. I’m really interested in being an engineer. Tapi Abah macam nak aku jadi doctor. So, I’m confused right now. Kalau dekat Malaysia, aku boleh je masuk UPM or UITM. Amik Diploma In Music. Then, boleh ajar kanak-kanak main piano. Erm, I just want people to start sedar music itu indah. Indah sangat weh. I feel tenang kalau dengar lagu-lagu nih. Eventhough dalam piano, we always play the classical songs tapi boleh je kita cipta lagu sendiri. Macam aku nih, tak layak lagi nak cipta lagu. Grade 6 tak memadai. Lagi 2 grade je weh. Tapi terpaksa stop sebab aku masuk asrama. I’m not blaming the asrama thingie. Tapi kalau lah, kalau aku tak masuk asrama, tahun nih dah habis dah. Then sambil tunggu result tahun depan boleh je ajar those little kids. Aku dah nak habis dah. Aku tak tahu kenapa tapi tahun nih aku kemaruk nak naik pentas. Kalau boleh everything yang aku lalui, aku nak naik pentas. Untuk NILAM, untuk SPM, untuk CONCERT. Untuk segalanya. And I can commercialise the caklempong. Traditional music can go far. Impian aku.

My future. I’m afraid to think about it. Tapi aku tak boleh nak sempitkan laluan aku nih. Jalan aku jauh lagi. Selama Allah izinkan aku hidup di atas muka bumi ini. Aku tak patut putus asa. Allah ada. Apa yang Allah bagi, mungkin itu yang terbaik untuk aku. Dia nak aku berusaha. Masa Inspirasi Diri harituh, aku percaya akan kemampuan diri aku sendiri. Yes, I can do it. Allah dah pilih jalan untuk aku. Yang terbaik pastinya. InsyaAllah.

Aku memang boleh dapat straight A+ SPM 2013.

Aku memang boleh buat parents aku bangga dengan aku.

Aku memang boleh naik pentas tahun depan.

Aku memang boleh berjaya dunia akhirat.

Aku memang boleh jadi engineer.

Aku memang boleh tutup aurat dengan sempurna.

Aku memang boleh dapat gaji besar.

Aku memang anak solehah.

Aku memang boleh kurus.

Aku memang boleh bahagia.

Aku memang boleh kalahkan Triple A.

Aku memang mampu buat semua nih.

I’m gonna make a difference. Just believe in me. Pinky promise. And let me show you that I AM THE BEST!

Assalamualaikum.

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Si Pendek.

Saturday, 2 March 2013 • 22:05 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Harituh aku jatuh basikal. Saje je nak cerita. Aku yang form 5 nih jatuh basikal. Dekat depan DIK. Malu kot. Naik basikal dengan Hajar Fariesa for two days me'ronggeng'. Memang best. Dia berat, aku bawak senget-senget. Masa aku bawak Hani, aku langgar tiang dua kali. Bawak Hajar sampai langgar bushes sebesar alam dekat depan kelas 5H. Aku jatuh basikal sebab aku pendek. Haha. Aku pendek weh. Malunya.

Si pendek nih ada konflik sekarang. Ada seorang nih, no mentioning her name. Aku tanu dia takkan buka blog aku pun tapi apa aku kisah kan. Aku tahu tak baik mengata tapi nih apa yang aku rasa. Dia mengadu dekat kawan aku. Sikit-sikit Dottie. Nak makan panggil Dottie, nak pergi surau panggil Dottie. Semuanya Dottie. Haha. Awak jealous kah? Itu bukan satu masalah. Itu hak mereka yang inginkan saya. Masa saya mencari kawan. Duhh -,- saya tak kisah pun. Saya ada satu masalah dengan dia nih. Adik angkat semua orang dia nak ambil. Adik aku Aiman tuh pun dia nak ambil. Amek lah amek. Aku halalkan. Godai dengan itu panggilan akak adik. Haha. Aku tak kisah dah. Fokus Izzati.

Sekarang nih tengah cari doodle comel untuk buat header sendiri. Aku cari doodle couple sebenarnya. Tapi tak banyak pilihan. Nanti lah aku cari lagi. Sebab masa tak banyak. Kena study Biology lagi. Erghh. Si pendek nih kan, suka perkataan baru nih. Hakuna Matata. It means: no worries.

That's all for tonight. Assalamualaikum.

I'll be waiting for that someone special :)

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Happiness.

Sunday, 17 February 2013 • 00:16 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah I safely arrived home from Melaka. A very tiring journey but it's not me who drive. It's my dad. Pity him. We had a few stops for him to rest and have a drink maybe. I just sit at the back, rilexing and sleep. Very good. Haha.

Well peace yaw. I just don't know what to write. But I'll make it as fast as possible writing in English. I'm not that good in English y'know. In class, I think Emir and Hariz speaks the best. Not forgetting Daniel. They're the best. I like hearing to Arepuden's speaking. He's weird. But, it teaches me that I should be grateful I can speak. I'm in a progress of learning French. Woahh, French. It has been my hope too go there. PARIS. My dream land.

I can't decide where to go after school. Matriks maybe or straight to UPM. Ada apa dekat UPM sana kak? Manalah aku tahu. Aku nak jadi sejarawan ke, engineer ke, musician ke? Confuse dengan masa depan aku. Aku tak tahu weh. Hah, kalau stress tak boleh speaking. Penat otak nak karang ayat panjang-panjang buat essay. Masa exam English, senang je. Aman. No stress.

The title was supposed to be happiness. Therefore, I'm seeking for happiness here. I hope I can find it. Only when my parents will be proud of me one day. That's the meaning of happiness. Well, good luck Izzati. I'm looking forward to that.

Assalamualaikum.

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Feelings.

Sunday, 10 February 2013 • 22:35 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Pagi-pagi kena babble. Yeayy. Heaven~ Tak kisah lah pasal tuh. Socks aku comel je. Warna pink ada 5 pasang, warna kuning ada 5 pasang. Hehe. Ada stripes, ada polka dots, ada plain, ada stars. Comel kan? Macam tuan dia yang pandai pilih. Murah je. Beli dekat Scarlet masa adik tengah pilih kasut sport dia tuh. 5 pasang 10 ringgit. Susah lah kalau socks yang letak dekat kaki nak yang mahal-mahal. Sampai Socks world sana. Asalkan tutup aurat aku. Pendek tuh menutup aurat ke kak? Tak pendek kay. Kali nih panjang, atas buku lali. Comel gila kot. Hehe.

Fadhil ‘Ariff, aku nak jugak Uniqlo aku. Tak kira apa jadi. Tak nak benda murah. Kau dah janji kan. Tak kira. Tak dapat, aku tuntut dekat akhirat. Aku tak kacau Waghdah Syaughah kau kan. So, kena bagi jugak. Aku tetap nak. Takde Uniqlo cari yang seangkatan dengannya. No pasar malam. I tak layan. Sorry kay. Haha. Aku nih demanding betul. Tak kira lah aku demanding ke hape ke, aku tetap nak 2. Kalau tak dapat, siap kau. Hailaa, senior keluar kuasa veto sudah. Lantak kau lah. Aku tak ajar kau caklempong. HAHA. *Evil laugh*

Nazihani Nazir takde, so tangan aku tak disapukan minyak gamat dah. Malas lah nak suruh mak sapukan, confirm dia tekan. Ergh -____- Tension pula aku. Tangan tak baik lah nampaknya. Seminggu Hani takde, seminggu takde minyak gamat. Sedih laaaaaaaaah. Weh, Hani, aku tahu kau sayang aku. Sangat-sangat sayang aku.

Lupa pulak harini dekat kampung dia ada kenduri. Sorry TERganggu. Kbye. Call dia letak, baik tak payah angkat terus. Buat je call me back kalau dah habis. Takpe takpe. Nasib baik kali nih punya cuti aku tak payah top-up, hari tuh punya baki ada RM12. Best gilaaa. Haha. Minta mak duit lagi esok kot. Cakap nak top-up. Agak-agak berapa mak bagi? Takpe takpe takpe. Aku rasa aku comel. HAHA. Out of topic.

Nak buat homework. Start dengan English sebab tuh paling senang. Yekk. Tahu lah hebat.

Nur Izzati Maulad Abdul Rahim COMEL. Haha. Dia comel sangat. Sangat-sangat comel. Terlebih manis overdosed sugar. Hehe. Dia comel! Haha. COMEL COMEL COMEL. Dia comel gila kot. Izaty comel.

Assalamualaikum.

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Story.

• 22:00 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Dah lama tak menulis sesuatu yang berguna dan kali nih saya nak share satu cerita nih. Sorry dalam English.

Jane, with a red hair and dark green eyes, a college student. She is pretty, skinny and adorable. She is smart, and talented. Her passion toward music since a lil’ girl made her to choose music as a course in her college. She likes jazz, classics.

Meanwhile, in the same college, a guy named Eric with a blonde hair with hazelnut eyes is one of the famous students there. He took music too, but in different genre; pop. he’s good in singing and playing the guitar and piano. girls are crazy about him, since he is in the A list of every girls’ dreams. Both Jane and Eric didn’t know each other, until one day where they bumped into each other.

Jane’s piles of music sheets were all on the floor. Eric apologizes as Jane collects her sheets. As they met their eyes together, both of them were speechless and were in awe. For Jane, it was like a prince charming hit her so hard yet she didn’t feel the pain. And as for Eric, he felt like in cloud 9 with this beautiful angel. They didn’t move their eyes, but keep staring at each other for a very long time.

And Jane’s friend called her “Jamie, where were you! I was s.” her words stop as soon as she saw Jane was with Eric. She grabbed Jane’s hand and took her to the corner of the wall and said, “Do you even know who he is!?” Jane answered, “Hm he’s a person I bumped to?” Jane’s friend continued, “He’s a billionaire, Son! Eric Shaw. Do you even know whose Eric Shaw is!?” Jane was speechless... ’ I didn’t know that I bumped into ‘someone’. She went back to Eric and said, “I’m sorry, but I have to go.” and walked away, fast with her friend, Amy.

Eric said to him, ‘she’s pretty, very pretty.’ and walked to his class but in his mind, thinking of Jane. He never felt this way before toward any girls. He can’t deny his feelings toward Jane. When he thinks of Jane, all of his problems seem to fly away. Fly far. One day, Eric was with his friends at the school library. But then, he saw Jane. Searching for books. He went to Jane, slowly and said “hey, hm you’re the girl I bumped into before right?” Jane answered, “Err, yes. Why?” Eric continued, “This may seem awkward but can I know your name?” ended his words with a smile on his face. Jane fell for his handsome smile and answered, “Err. My name is Jane. Yours?” Eric said, “Jane, i like your name, and i also like you.” to himself but still, Jane heard that and said, “What?” Eric, “nothing, my name is Eric. Nice to know you Jane. Hm i guess i should be going now. See you later pretty.” and walked away. Jane’s cheek started to turn red.

Before school session was over, Jane and her friend sat at the school park. They talked and laughed. Eric was there too, looking at Jane. Jane talked to her friend, “hm i met Eric at the library.” Amy, “what, how?” Jane answered, “well... Actually he came to me, to ask my name.” Amy was shocked and said, “Omg girl, you’re so lucky! Eric never ever went to any girl, to talk before!” Jane said, “He was just asking my name. Nothing big, Amy.” Amy smiled and said, “Well, you guys look cute together.” Jane laughed and said, “Stop it!” Eric heard...Everything and smiled. And said to him, “I’m going to ask her out, yeah first step” and walked away with his friends. Jane didn’t notice that Eric was there before.

School session was over, and Jane walked home with her friend. They talked on their way home and they saw Eric was entering his car. Jane said to herself, “I wish i could ride with him...” Eric started driving to leave the school but he didn’t notice Jane. Jane said, “Hm never going to happen, i guess” with a low tone. After a few minutes, she arrived home. Safely.

She decided to go to the park in the evening, to get some fresh air. At 3pm, she walked to the park. Alone. After a few minutes, she arrived. She saw Eric’s car near the park then she looked for Eric, but no sign of him. She sat on the grass and started to read a book. Eric saw Jane and said, “Yes, this is my chance.” and walked toward her. Jane didn’t notice that and she was shocked when Eric said, “Hey pretty.” Jane looked at Eric. “Oh it’s you!” Eric answered, “Hm yeah. I saw you here, so i came.” Jane smiled and continues to read her book. Eric continued, “So... I have something to ask.” Jane said, “What is it?” Eric answered, “Well, can you promise me that you’ll say yes to what I’m going to say?” and Jane, “err, i promise?” Eric continued, “Good, will you go out with me?” Jane was shocked. “Err...Hmm.”

Eric, “so since you said you promise to say yes, there will be no right? So it means you agree to go out with me.” Jane said to herself “oh Jane, why didn’t you think of that.” Eric continued, “Well, I’ll pick you up at 7 tonight? Here’s my number, text me.” smiled and walked away to his car. In his car, he said “yesss!” to himself and smiled all the way home. Jane was speechless, at the park.

At 7pm, Jane was ready to go out with him. She wore casual clothes but still, it looks pretty. Then she looked at the window, and said “he’s here.” and walked downstairs. “Mum, I’m going out for a while.” and her mother answered, “alright! Take care.” Jane walked out and entered his car. Eric smells a scene of rose. He said, “You look pretty, as always.” Jane answered, “Err, thank you.” Eric started to drive. Jane asked, “Where are we going?” Eric answered, “Well, somewhere fun.” Jane was thinking, where it could be Eric parked his car in front of an arcade. Jane asked, “Arcade?” Eric answered, “yeah, why?” and smiled. Jane looked away, “nothing.”

Jane walked right next to Eric and said to herself, “hm so many people.” Eric looked at Jane, and holds her hand. He said, “i don’t want you to get lost.” he smiled again. Jane didn’t know what to say, she let her hand being hold by Eric. They continued to walk into the arcade. They spent hours there, had fun there. Jane was enjoying their outing so was Eric. Before they went home, Eric bought a big sized teddy bear and said, “For you, a gift from me.” Jane said, “A gift? I didn’t won or do anything.” Eric answered, “You won my heart.”

Jane was speechless. On their way home, they both were on silent. Didn’t spoke a word. When they arrived at Jane’s, she said, “thanks…” Eric answered, “Hm, wait.” Jane looked at Eric. “Yes?” Eric kissed Jane’s forehead, and said, “You can go now.” and smiled. Jane was speechless and shocked again. She walked to enter her house, fast. As soon as she entered, she smiled and her cheek was red. Eric said “Jane, you’re the first girl who won my heart. And I will never let you go, not even once.” and started to drive home. Jane said to herself, “he made me fell for him.” and smiled again.

The next day, Jane opened her house’s door to go to school. But she saw Eric and also his car. Jane asked, “What are you doing here?” Eric answered, “i came to pick you up, for school.” Jane answered, “But i can walk to school.” Eric, “nope, i won’t let you.” he grabbed Jane’s hand and walked her to enter his car. He started to drive to school. As soon as they arrived, many girls were jealous of Jane because they saw Jane was in the car with Eric. They walked to enter the school as soon as Eric parked. Eric holds Jane’s hand. Jane was shocked but she didn’t deny. Many girls saw that, and they said... “Lucky her!”

Everyone was looking at them, including Amy, Jane’s friend. Jane said, “Thanks for the ride,” and smiled. Eric answered, “Sure, I’ll send you home too ok?” and he walked away after he smiled at her. Jane didn’t get to say anything. She saw Amy, her friend. Amy, “Jane! Wow.” Jane answered, “Hey.” Amy, “i guess Eric likes you...” Jane said, “What? No way.” Amy, “don’t deny it girl, everyone saw it.” Jane smiled. In class, a girl asked Jane, “Are you dating Eric?” Jane was about to answer but suddenly, Eric came... And said, “Yes. She’s my girl.” The girl walked away. Eric sat right next to Jane, “hey.” Jane, “hi... Why did you say I’m your girl?” Eric, “compare to all the girls out there. You totally complete me. When i first bumped into you, i fell for you. And that time, i don’t want to let you go. I just want you to be here, by my side. Can you? ” Jane was speechless; she didn’t answer anything but then. Eric, “be mine, Jane?”

Everyone heard what Eric said. They were all looking at Jane, her friend Amy said, “Say yes!” Jane didn’t know what to say, she started to hug him. And said, “I actually fell for you since we first met. I tried to deny my feelings, but i can’t. My heart keeps saying no. Yes, I’ll be yours.” Eric smiled, and said “I’ll protect you.” The school bell rang and it’s time for recess, Amy joined Eric and Jane for lunch. They talked. Many people were looking at them. They were jealous. Jane became famous. But she always hangs with Amy, her best friend.

After a few years past, school was over. So was college. They were still together, staying strong. Even though they fought sometimes but they always made it right again. Eric called Jane and asked her to meet him at a cafe. Jane said “yes I’ll see you there.” Jane arrived at the cafe. She saw Eric, and she sat in front of him. Eric smiled and said, “hey my girl.” Jane smiled. They ordered coffee. Eric said, “Well, i have to say something.” Jane asked, “What is it?” Eric said, “You have to promise me you’ll say yes, to what I’m going to say.” Jane laughed, “You said that before. Alright, i promise.” Eric smiled and said, “Jane Evans, i want to spend my life with you will you be my wife, mine, as forever?” Jane was shocked, and said, “The answer will always be yes.” Eric hugged and gave her a ring.

After a few months, they got married. They enjoyed their married life. Have fun as husband and wife. Happily, together. After 5 years past, they have a daughter named Alison. She is 4 years old. Jane and Eric lived a happy, life with her daughter. Eric said “since I first met you, I fell for you. I love you once, I love you now, I love you still and forever will.” and he kissed Jane’s cheek.

-The end-

Sweet giler kan cerita nih. Lalala~ Not my own idea tapi at least cerita nih ada happy ending kan.

Dalam almari aku ada satu kotak. Kalau aku dah takde nanti, aku nak korang read and weep jugak macam cerita Step by Wicked Steps tuh. Tak kira. You’ll understand why I wrote those things. Baca je. Datang rumah, tanya mak aku pasal kotak dalam almari, confirm akan ada segalanya di situ. Daaaa :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Happy 2013 !

Tuesday, 1 January 2013 • 00:43 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

Harapan tahun baru ialah nak belajar untuk SPM and dapat straight 9A. Nak banggakan mak and abah. Confirm nak tengok air mata kegembiraan mereka. Tak nak buat dorang nangis sia-sia. SPM! Bukan SPM candidate je but SPM victim. Sorry to all. Doakan aku tau untuk SPM nanti.

To Muhammad Izzudin, bungekk, belajar elok-elok tau. Jangan buat masalah disiplin. Jangan main je. Jangan buli adik junior. Jangan nak poyo je memanjang. Doakan aku tau bungekk tersayang.

Assalamualaikum.

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Without Broadband, can I live?

Monday, 31 December 2012 • 22:09 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Boleh aku mencarut tak? Aku rasa marah sangat. Ergh. Malas lah nak cakap. Broadband Abah tarik macam tuh je. Memang tak patut ah. Kecoh betul. Nak skype tak boleh. Baru nak eksyen depan dia. Dia menunjuk Ice Cream dia, aku tunjuk lah nugget ayam tempura aku. Fair kan? Tak sempat. Sedih sangat. Aku dah hampakan dia. Kesian dia. Eh kejap, semalam dia dah tertidur. Aku marah sangat tapi aku chill jer. Haha. Watlek sudah. Takmo lah marah-marah. Aku tak boleh marah dia. Nanti aku rindu. Haha. Gedik sungguh.

Aku tengok Aku Terima Nikahnya. Baru halfway. Malas nak tengok sampai habis. Tadi makan maggi review Kejap cerita Ady Valentino. Mengarut sungguh Hazama berlakon. Aku tak tengok pun. Layan maggi aku jer. Bibir Ady Putra nih hitam doh. Smoker tegar ke hape. Tapi I admire his body. Six packs tuh weh. Muscle bagai. Izz cakap tough macam dia kan. Aduhh, tahu lah awak tuh pemain rugby. Badan ketak-ketak. Haha. Dia comel doh. Senyum lebih-lebih untuk saya tau. Sedih doh cerita nih. Tak sanggup aku nak tengok. Baru 30 minutes, aku dah start feeling. And I say you, Nora Danish is flawless. And baju-baju dia semua awesome. Cantik-cantik siot. I need one. Nangis aku layan cerita nih. Nih belum dalam gelap lagi. Berseorangan pulak tuh.

Jerawat! Sakit doh. Time nak bukak sekolah lah nak ada jerawat. Dekat dahi pula tuh. Nak pakai Oxy tak berani. Sebab Yaya pernah try then kulit jadi kering. Tinggalkan bekas macam tuh. Takut lah nak pakai. Seriously, aku nak sangat jerawat nih hilang. Malu lah nanti nak walk around with a big pimple on my forehead. Kalau boleh nak hilangkan just before the school starts.

Please don’t try to be someone else. Just be yourself.

I don’t care if people hate me. Now, I've decided to change the song in my blog. Nak ubah header to a more reasonable one. I just want to change everything. One day, InsyaAllah :) You know what, I’ve started realizing that I need to change myself. And the blog of course. I was blogwalking just now and I visit this awesome blog. Sangat simple and very calming. Lagu yang dia letak ialah Istighfar. I just want my blog to be calming and beautiful, walaupun simple. Nanti aku buat lah kalau ada masa.

Tengok pula The Lucky One. Banyak betul censored part dia. Tapi seriously dorang sweet. I would like flowers from a boyfriend. Hehe. Gedik. And I really want someone who can play the piano for me. Sweet sangat. Ada ke lelaki yang boleh main piano untuk aku? Tak mungkin ada. Hehe. Till then.

Source Code. Cerita apa entah dalam lappy aku nih. Ileen lah bagi. Watching this movie. Akhir tahun nih banyak layan movie je. Bosan weh tak tahu nak buat apa. Malam otp dengan dia. Sampai 2 jam macam tuh cukup. Ergh. Tak bosan ke? Tak kot. Cakap pasal sekolah je semalam. Dia tak habis-habis nak poyo. Lol. Takmo cakap pasal dia. Done.

Lalala ~ Dengar lagu Sampai by KRU. Esok kena balik sekolah awal. Tak kisah lah. Nak kena susun barang dalam locker lagi. Nak kena bawa buku apa je? Tak tahu lah. Tak pernah masuk sekolah. Beg aku punya lah banyak. Dengan baldi, meja, rack. Weh bangang, nih kau pergi sekolah ke pergi luar negara. Haha. Tak nak balik sekolah lah. Tak suka balik sekolah. Tak nak! Faham tak? Aku tak nak balik sekolah. Nak duduk rumah. Nak mak. No way I’m going back to school. Tak nak SPM. Tanggung jawab besar tuh weh.

Aku harap sangat ada rugby tournament dekat sekolah. And dia boleh datang. Berharap sangat. Nak jumpa dia. Nak dia datang jumpa aku. Hehe. Gatal sungguh aku nih. Nak ajak dia datang pun susah. Bungekk, datang ah sekolah main rugby. Nak tengok. Datang lah sekolah. Eh, kan aku tak nak balik sekolah. Nih suruh dia datang sekolah pulak. Haha. Bungekk giler.

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: #DearFutureHusband, #FunHoliday, #ILoveYou

Cinta Vlog.

Saturday, 29 December 2012 • 19:19 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Sekarang nih tengah tengok Cinta Vlog. Nak tengok cerita tuh, sila tekan SINI. Dah habis nanti aku bagitahu macam mana ceritanya ek. Jangan kacau aku tengok movie. Sumpah mengamuk. Nanti aku nak prepare tissue bebanyak sebab nak tengok Aku Terima Nikahnya. Dorang kata cerita tuh sedih. Nak try tengok. Cinta Vlog tengok dekat Youtube je. Agak tersangkut-sangkut. Tapi takpe. Aku still boleh enjoy walaupun bukan kelajuan maksima yang aku inginkan. Mengarut.

SHEZZ (ALIFF AZIZ) adalah seorang vlogger popular. Vlog nya penuh dengan lagu, nyanyian dan pertunjukkan silap mata. MADIHA (WAWA ZAINAL) pula adalah seorang vlogger yang baru. Tujuannya membuat vlog tersebut adalah untuk menambah keyakinan diri. SARA (ANNE NGASRI) kawan Madiha, merupakan peminat SHEZZ dan suka menonton kesemua vlog SHEZZ. Ahda (ZAHIRIL ADZIM) adalah seorang pekerja di kedai Pak Ayob iaitu bapa kepada Madiha. Ahda sentiasa menyokong apa saja yang Madiha lakukan.

Disebabkan Sara yang meminta Shezz menonton vlog Madiha, Shezz telah mengutuk dan mengejek vlog milik Madiha. Tanpa disangka, kutukan Shezz telah dibalas oleh Madiha dan rating laman vlog milik Madiha semakin tinggi. Shezz yang telah berang mula berpakat bersama RISA (NURUL JANNA) dan AK (MIZY RAZUAN) untuk membalas dendam terhadap MADIHA. Akhirnya, kejadian yang tidak disangka berlaku..

Today is 29th December. Lagi berapa hari hah nak balik sekolah? Lagi TIGA hari tuh weh. Ya Allah, cepatnya berlalu. Aku berharap sangat tetiba dia bagi notis bahawa SPM tahun 2013 dimansuhkan. Selamanya tiada SPM. Kan best. Tapi angan-angan je tuh. UPSR and PMR dah mansuh. Takkan SPM pun sama. Bodoh lah rakyat Malaysia nanti. No offence kay. Tapi seriously aku tak nak langsung hadapi semua nih. Mak suruh aku jadi matang. Arghh, aku tak matang ke? Seventeen and still childish. Ramai orang kata aku manja. Tapi yang tak berapa nak kenal aku mesti say aku nih ganas. Ergh. Frust nya aku.

Dari pagi text dia. Lol. Tuh pun nak bagitahu ke? Malam nih skype lagi kot. Dia cakap dah nak balik sekolah dah. Lagipun tahun depan aku dah jarang balik kan. Erm, sedih. Semalam kan aku stalk ex crush aku, AAA. Hehe. Aku bukak lah fb dia. Lol. Stalker.

Nampak gambar tuh? Dia dah ada awek. Aku dah tahu sape awek dia. Patutlah tak pandang aku. Haha. Mengharap sangat dulu. Sampai menangis sebab satu sweater. Bengong betul Izaty nih. Tapi takpe. I believe it's his choice and he's happy with it. Lagipunkan aku dah boyfie. Kalau dia tahu confirm dia mengamuk. Bukan mengamuk je, merajuk macam budak kecik. Haha. Nvm. Kali nih aku lepaskan jer. Aku dah bahagia dah. Dia pun sama. I wish him all the best :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Ergh -.-

Thursday, 27 December 2012 • 13:34 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Harini balik rumah. Akhirnya. Dekat kampung nih panas. Dan lepas nih aku boleh bersenang lenang di atas katil kesayangan aku tuh. Tapi hanya sementara. Lepas tuh kena balik asrama dah. Barang-barang semua dah complete. Semua warna pink. Peminat tegar pink nih weh. Tapi baju pink aku kurang sebab aku tak berapa suka baju pink. I prefer black. Then, hari-hari aku kena belajar. Asrama for the last year. Tahun nih masuk tahun depan keluar. Yeayy :)

Kak Fara tuh cakap freebies button social network dah siap tapi tak tahu macam mana nak bagi. Erm, apa kata akak buat tutorial macam mana nak letak benda tuh dekat blog? Then, akak bagi lah dia punya html tuh dekat comment jer. Sebenarnya, saya tak tahu macam mana nak bgi cadangan. Sorry. Tapi saya nak masukkan dalam blog before bukak sekolah nanti. Thanks ye kak :)

Erm, dah nak bukak sekolah. Dah nak jadi senior. Dah nak SPM. Dah tua. Sedih loh. Kenapa cepat sangat masa berlalu? Tak nak hadapi 2013 boleh tak? Tapi nak jadi engineer. Nak sangat-sangat-sangat. Tak tahu lah engineer apa. Tapi engineer lah. Asalkan engineer. Engineer. Tak nak jadi doctor. Cukuplah takde life dekat asrama. After asrama nak ada life balik.

Dekat kampung kan, aku macam orang gila kejar ayam. Macam kanak-kanak tak cukup umur. Best lah kejar ayam. Aku tak suka ayam besar. Aku suka anak ayam. Kuning dan comel. Macam nak picit-picit je. Kalai boleh lah. Nak tangkap pun susah. Makan ayam pun sedap. Yeayy. Makan ayam je tahu kan kau nih. Takde lah. Aku makan makan seimbang. I eat veggies, carbs, proteins and fats of course. Ayam. I like ~

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: #FunHoliday, #StudySmart

Step Up Revolution.

Tuesday, 25 December 2012 • 11:56 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Watching Step Up Revolution. Best giler.

Synopsis:

Emily (Kathryn McCormick) arrives in Miami with aspirations of becoming a professional dancer and soon falls in love with Sean (Ryan Guzman), a young man who leads a dance crew in elaborate, cutting-edge flash mobs, called "The Mob." When a wealthy business man threatens to develop the Mob's historic neighborhood and displace thousands of people, Emily must band together with Sean and The Mob to turn their performance art into protest art, and risk losing their dreams to fight for a greater cause.

Tak mampu aku nak gambarkan. Aku terpegun sangat dengan moves dorang. Memang flawless. Aku tak mampu nak describe sangat dengan kata-kata. And semalam pukul 1 aku tengok Sinister. Bapak terkejut aku masa dia keluar dari kotak tuh. Menyeramkan sungguh.

Then dua hari lepas aku tengok Pitch Perfect. Terima kasih. Nih semua dari cousin-cousin aku yang tersayang.

Beca (Anna Kendrick) is that girl who’d rather listen to what’s coming out of her headphones than what’s coming out of you. Arriving at her new college, she finds herself not right for any clique but somehow is muscled into one that she never would have picked on her own: alongside mean girls, sweet girls and weird girls whose only thing in common is how good they sound when they sing together, in the new out-loud comedy Pitch Perfect.

When Beca takes this acoustic singing group out of their world of traditional arrangements and perfect harmonies into all-new mash-ups, they fight to climb their way to the top of the cutthroat world of college a cappella. This could wind up either the coolest thing they’ll ever do or the most insane, and it will probably be a little of both.

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: #FunHoliday

Kenduri di Pahang :)

Sunday, 23 December 2012 • 19:28 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Photoshoot at kenduri kahwin. Saiful & Isya and Syafiq & Hamida. Ridiculous gila aku pegang that rose. Yekk. Tak ayu langsung kan. Erm, just ignore the eyes. Memang akan sepet bila aku senyum. Tak cantik kan? Takpe :)

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: #FunHoliday, #IMissYou

Simple Giveaway by NFH

• 18:56 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Kali nih saya cuba join bebanyak segmen dekat blogger nih.

Syarat - syarat penyertaan.

1. Follow blog Nur Farahuda :)

2. WAJIB Follow dan Like semua para sponser --> CLICK SINI.

3. Buat satu entry yang bertajuk 'Simple Giveaway by NFH' .

4. Copy Banner pink dekat atas tu dan backlink link entry ni.

5. Letakkan link entry korang HANYA dekat link entry segmen ni sahaja (link entry lain atau cbox, tidak akan di terima).

Due date : 14/12 -24/12 (Jam 10 Malam)

Nak tag:

http://www.santaileeza.com/

http://iqasyafiqa93.blogspot.com

http://eylenveronicca.blogspot.com

http://zahrenn.blogspot.com/

http://nurfara-hani.blogspot.com

Saya tak tahu lah nak buat post yang creative tapi saya akan promote GA nih dekat semua orang yang mampu saya tag lagi.

Assalamualaikum.

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Year End First GA by FNZ

• 17:39 • 1 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Saya dah join GA nih :)

Syarat-syaratnya :)

Berwarganegara MALAYSIA sahaja. ~~*USA,Indon,Korea not allowed*~~
Wajib Follow blog FNZ \wajib/
Follow Twitter FNZ \wajib bagi yang ada twitter/
Buat satu entri "Year End First GA by FNZ"
Tempekkan banner yang ~~lawa~~ itu dan linkkan di entri ini.
Tag dua orang rakan anda \lebih pun takpe/
Letak link entri anda di entri ini sahaja. *CBOX tidak dibenarkan*

Saya tag:

http://eylenveronicca.blogspot.com

http://azmanizzatiamira.blogspot.com/

Assalamualaikum.

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WTD?

• 00:57 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Perasaan aku nih bukan tipu. Morning sunshine, rise up pumpkin. Bangun awal sebab Abah bising, saje cakap kuat-kuat. Ishh, dekat kampung nih. Memanjang takde line. Nak blogwalking pun susah. Haish. Aku nak text dia, tapi dah dia macam tuh. Nak buat macam mana? Penat sangat. Mengantuk giler. Tidur lambat bangun awal. Macam tuh lah setiap hari.

Pagi-pagi dah gaduh. Dalam empat lima text, dah gaduh. Sedih. Sorry. Dia tak faham ke perasaan aku? Aku dah jadi stalker tegar. Asyik bukak profile dia je. Gedik ah. Bukan aku nak marah ke hape tapi please lah at least bagitahu or reply text cepat sikit. Aku macam orang bodoh setiap masa nak tengok phone, tunggu bila dia nak text. Aku dah minta maaf tapi dia tak nak reply. Macam mana nak buat? Sedih lahhh.

Kenduri tadi. Gedik sungguh aku. And the guys tuh ialah Raziq and Rafiq :)

Sorry mata aku sembap sikit. And tudung time tuh tengah senget. Baru bangun tidur. Hehe

Assalamualaikum.

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Part time lah jugak :)

Thursday, 20 December 2012 • 21:17 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Rise and shine. Bangun pagi serbu lappy dulu. Tapi tak tahu nak buat apa. Off balik pergi mandi. Bosan day. Pergi cari baju untuk orang kahwin. Dapat satu baju warna coklat. Nak kata cantik, entah lah. Tak tahu pulak aku kalau taste aku nih macam mana. Bagi aku, okay jer lah. Dapat baju pun cukup. Tak tahu nak match dengan tudung colour apa dah. Takpe takpe nanti cari :)

Dehh, abah dah balik dari kursus. Yeayyy. Happy lah jugak. At least ada lah Abah dekat rumah, best lah jugak. Hah, tuh je lah. Abah dah balik. Finally, ada jugak seorang lelaki di dalam rumah nih. Tak termasuk aku. Haha. Harini pergi Kapar ambil barang then nak tahu aku buat apa dekat rumah sepanjang hari ini?

See, atas tuh rempeyek. Aku siap hias dengan ribbon and bunga-bungan bagai. Hebat tak? Part time yang pastinya tak dapat duit langsung. Best buat nih. Sikit je kerja tapi buatnya berjam. Sambil buat sambil tengok tv mana tak nya. Haha.

Me, just before going to tuisyen. Gedik giler ken? Haha.

Sepanjang hari, setiap hari, aku text seorang saja sebab aku sangat sayang credit. Aku text terchenta aku lah of course tapi dia kadang-kadang tuh malas sangat nak reply. Takpe takpe, sabar Izaty. Haha. Tak tahu nak tulis apa dah. Tadi banyak je idea. Lol.

Assalamualaikum.

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PMR result.

Tuesday, 18 December 2012 • 21:55 • 0 comments

Assalamualaikum.

Tengok berita harini pasal politik jer. Bosan aku nengok, nak tukar mak tak bagi. Bosan lah harini. Tak buat pape sangat pun. Bangun pagi, gosok gigi. Then tengok cerita hape tah pagi tadi Syerah bukak. Pasal werewolf and vampire parody version. Pelik-pelik cerita zaman sekarang nih. Then, Abah kena pergi kursus weh. Dah bagitahu kan semalam. Sedih nak berpisah tapi Alhamdulillah Abah dah selamat sampai.

Takde idea lah nak hapdet blog. Agak ada crisis sekejap tapi baguslah dia dah minta maaf. Asyik busy je dekat kampung sampai takde masa nak bagitahu aku. Sekarang dia dah balik rumah. Malam nih dia call. Esok kitorang skype. Yeayyy. Sekarang nih dia akan tumpukan perhatian dekat aku. Haha. Izaty sangat gedik. Esok dia amek result PMR dia. Excited + cuak tadi masa dia call. Tak sabar lah tuh. InsyaAllah dia dapat 8A punya lah. Risau pulak aku. Aku pun berdebar sekarang nih. Jangan menangis tau nanti dapat result. Tahun lepas aku tak nangis. Mak and Ekin yang nangis. Aku lompat. Time tuh Sheryll tengah borak dengan cikgu. Aku speechless sungguh masa dapat tuh. Alhamdulillah. Harap dia dapat 8A sangat-sangat :) Dia gedik suruh letak gambar baju dia. Poyo giler, tahu lah excited nak amek result.

Harini tuisyen math. Agak okay lah jugak bagi newbie macam aku nih. Banyak latihan nak kena buat. Yelah, nak pandai kan. InsyaAllah tahun depan aku dapat catch up in studies. Doakan aku ye.

This is what I'm up to right now. Watching Mimpi Cinderella.

Assalamualaikum.

Labels: #DearFutureHusband, #FunHoliday, #ILoveYou

Segmen Up Follower Bulan Disember :)

Monday, 17 December 2012 • 22:48 • 3 comments

Si comel nih ajak saya masuk segmen. Blog dia comel. Dan saya nak jugak dapat ramai followers. So, saya pun join lah. Thanks comel :)

Assalamualaikum.

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Pianist.

• 22:42 • 0 comments

Setelah fajar menyingsing, aku siapkan breakfast for the whole family except Abah sebab Abah dah pergi kerja awal-awal lagi. Aku masak weh. Cayalah Izaty. Masak nasi goreng duduk dekat dapurnya dekat setengah jam. Kupas bawang je dah 15minit. Haha. Aku mana biasa kerja macam tuh sebenarnya. Lainlah kalau bahan-bahan dah tersedia. Senang je aku masak. Aku pernah try masak lemak cili api tapi mulut aku bising lah tanya mak macam-macam. Hehe. Aku pandai masak. Dah boleh jadi bini orang. Yeayy. Masakan yang senang. Jangan cakap aku tak pandai masak ea. Siaplah korang nanti. Haha *evil smirk*

Harini Syerah ada exam piano. Trinity grade 4. Haaaa, aku rindu zaman dulu. Kalau aku habiskan sampai grade 8, kan senang buat diploma in music je. Tak payah nak amik Bio segala bagai. Dikira-kira aku habis grade 8 sama macam SPM. Kan senang, nanti oleh jadi piano teacher. Nama Twitter aku pun Pianist. Lol. Tapi sekarang nih impian aku dah berkubur macam tuh jer. Tak mampu nak further studies lagi macam apa yang aku harapkan. Kalau dulu aku berangan sangat aku dapat study dekat France, buat persembahan terhebat dekat dalam hall yang besar with a thousand of people, harga ticket 300 lebih hanya untuk satu show, gaji berjuta-juta. Haha. Kini tinggal angan-angan, punya lah susah aku nak sampai tahap tuh. Grade 7 for this year. Mungkin aku tak mampu nak main sebaik mungkin dah, jari dah tak lembut macam dulu, dah keras macam batang kayu. Bayangkan lah aku dah sepuluh tahun main piano. A piano. Aku nak main Sonatina and semua lagu classic tuh, aku nak jadi hebat jugak. Tak nak lah stuck taking Biology and tak mampu nak amik music lagi. Aku nak sangat jadi pemain piano yang terkenal. Dah menjadi impian aku sejak kecil. Haha. Atas tuh model piano yang ada dekat rumah.

Lagi dan lagi Cinderella’s Stepsister. Tak pernah jemu aku tengok cerita nih. Sampai bila-bila memang aku nak sangat tengok cerita nih. Erm, masa aku kecil dulu kan, aku ada tengok satu cerita nih tajuk dia Pangako Sa Yo. Dah tak ingat sangat tapi lastly mak Angelo tuh mati. Tuh je ending dia. Mak dia halang cinta dorang berdua. Tak ingat lah. Sekarang nih ada encore dekat Astro Bella, malangnya aku takde channel tuh. Nak sangat tengok cerita tuh balik. Tak dapat laaaaa. Tapi aku puas hati lah jugak harini punya episode perempuan gila tuh jarang keluar. Yeayyyy. Sangat-sangat gembira. Aku nangis lagi. Sebab Kesian sangat dekat Eunjo.

نور عزاتي عبدالرحيم and محمدعذودين عبدالخليد

Esok Abah pergi kursus dekat Kuala Kubu Baru. Sedih walaupun KKB tuh takde lah jauh mana. Tiga hari kot. Sedih loh. Nanti nak pergi topup susah. Haha, tuh jer yang aku fikir. Takde lah, kesian mak nak uruskan rumah. Alaa, akak kan ada. Boleh tolong-tolong mak. Yeayyy. Akak anak sulung kena bantu keluarga. Dah boleh diharap. Hehe. Bangga sekejap walaupun sebenarnya nak sangat ada abang. Kan best ada abang, tak payah lah aku buat semua kerja. Tengah tengok Scent of a Woman. Actually, when you feel like hope is gone, just smile. Laa, kalau kita ada hajat Terakhir, kenalah fulfill it before we die. Takut nanti tak berkesempatan. SEDIH! Nur Izzati ada feelings weh. Takde lah hati keras macam batu.

Assalamualaikum.

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Childhood :)

Sunday, 16 December 2012 • 22:35 • 0 comments

Tak nak cerita masalah aku dekat orang lain leh. Malu. So aku nak cerita pasal apa yang aku buat harini. Aku baca buku yang aku beli semalam. I start with 1492. Buku pasal Sejarah dunia. Haaaa, Izaty baca pasal Sejarah. Takpe takpe, Izaty kena tambahkan ilmu pengetahuan tentang dunia. Adik ada beli buku pasal
Alexandria. Dia tak nak amik pun sebenarnya tapi aku yang suruh. Aku nak dia baca pasal macam mana Alexander luaskan jajahannya sampai separuh dari Eropah. Dan macam mana dia belajar dari Aristotle untuk jadi yang tebaik. Haha. Aku dah baca a short version of Alexander the Great masa Form 1 dulu. Aku minat jugaklah cerita-cerita macam nih. Tapi aku tak hebat langsung dalam Sejarah. Pernah dapat D masa US2. Aku nangis giler-giler sebab tuh. Kalau biology aku fail pun, aku tak kisah sangat. Ekk. Dah lah about the Sejarah thing. Malas nak cerita. Sebab aku tahu korang more prefer Biology and Chemistry daripada Sejarah.

Now, nak cerita pasal apa ek? Pasal cerita Lion King boleh tak? Zaman kanak-kanak aku diindahkan dengan cerita macam tuh. Sounds of Music, Barney & Friends, Disney’ Fairytales. Jangan salahkan aku kalau aku say aku paling minat Aurora and Phillip. Cerita Sleeping Beauty, pasal the three witches dalam cerita tuh. Aku still ingat lagi jalan cerita dia macam mana. Aku minat Winnie the Pooh jugak. Teringat cerita masa Tigger nak cari keluarga dia. Wallah, aku dah start mengarut. Tapi seriously, aku appreciate giler zaman aku budak-budak. I would kill just to be a kid again. Tak dinafikan aku memang sangat degil masa kecil dulu. Haha, mak cakap aku nih suka sangat lari-lari, tak reti duduk diam. Biasalah, kanak-kanak ken. Erm, I miss the younger version of me. Adik aku sangat contra dari aku. Dia sangat pendiam dari kecil. Sebab tuh susah aku nak bayangkan diri aku dalam dia.

Abah cakap dia dah tak nak bawa aku pergi Pesta Buku dah. Sebab aku main angkut je apa yang aku nak. Abah pulak main bayar jer. Dia cakap dia gerenti aku takkan habis baca semua buku tuh. Alaa Abah nih, nanti lepas akak dah habis baca, akak jual lah. Akak kan ada blog, boleh buat online business. Yeayy. Cakap dah dekat Abah, Abah marah dah. Abah tak bagi aku jual buku-buku tuh. Nak jual half price kepala hotak kau. Buku tuh dah lah satu RM8. Half price RM4? Hah, tak payah lah kak. Baik tak payah jual balik. Hehe. Abah marah sudah. Sorry :)

My feelings right now. Korang faham-faham je lah ye sayangg :*

Assalamualaikum.

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